What colour is your birthday?

August 5th - August 13th = Blue

Blue
You have low self-esteem, and very picky. You are artistic and like to fall in love, but you love with your mind and not your heart.

The kids from yesterday - My Chemical Romance

And now this could be the last of all the rides we take
So hold on tight and don't look back
We don't care about the message or the rules they make
We'll find you when the sun goes black

And you want to live forever in the lights you make
When we were young we used to say
"That you only hear the music when your heart begins to break"
Now we are the kids from yesterday

All the cameras watch the accidents and stars you hate
They only care if you can bleed
Does the television make you feel the pills you ate?
Or every person that you need to be?

Cause you wanna live forever in the lights you make
When we were young we used to say
"That you only hear the music when your heart begins to break"
Now we are the kids from yesterday

Today, today
We are the kids from yesterday
Today, today

We're young the world stopped breathing
Yeah we left 'til your heart stops beating

Cause you wanna live forever in the lights you make
When we were young we used to say
"That you only hear the music when your heart begins to break"
Now we are the kids from yesterday
We are the kids from yesterday
We are the kids from yesterday
We are the kids from yesterday
Today, today

Does the television make you feel the pills you ate? Or every person that you need to be?

I know that I'm trying my hardest at doing everything. But I also know I'm not doing enough. Cause I know I should, but I just can't find any will to do school work. I know I should talk to my friends, but I don't have anything to say. Not that I have many friends either.

I had many before we moved some years ago. Then I started at a new school and struggled to fit in, yet I had many friends. Changed school's again and stopped trying. Graduated from that school and took two friends with me. Started school anew and only got along with my classmates, didn't even want to make friends with them. And I changed school's again and got loads of new friends, then I left that school and lost those friends. And recently a long time friend of mine, I can't find a reason for us to be friends. I'm constantly frustrated with how that person is. We don't hang out and we don't have anything to talk about. I got tired of doing all the work with our friendship, and once I stepped down, it died out. Makes me doubt she ever even wanted to be friends with me really. But it's fine, I'm done playing around.

I should work harder at school. I should work harder at home. I should work harder at everything. I know I work hard, and I also know that I don't have a spirit anymore. Everything about me is hollow and empty and missing. I don't see myself becoming anything cause I don't know what career I want. I don't see myself working anywhere. I don't see myself doing anything. I don't see myself ever being alive again. I'm so empty. Looking back on the last couple of weeks, did I even have one meaningful, decent conversation? Did I say something that wasn't obvious? Did I make up an opinion about something? What have I been doing these last couple of months? Looking back on photographs I took of myself, glass eyes showing a hollow soul. I find it hard to connect with people lately. I don't feel much sympathy for anyone. I don't relate well to their stories. Distance is growing longer, relationships only get colder. I'm young, there's so much I'm supposed to do, so much to see, so much to experience and live. Yet, I can barely find it in me to get up every morning. The days have no purpose and all that I'm lacking makes it a hundred times more uncomfortable around people, and I already have social anxiety. Or. Well. Some part of me tries so hard to care. Then the stronger part of me is indifferent to everything. I'm not making sense anymore.

I don't know why I am the way I am. If you want me to explain it, I can. Lately I've become good at lying to others. And I hate liars more than anything. Yet I just can't stop the lies from slipping off my own tongue. Can't control my mind enough to keep the lies from forming. And once I've said something, I just can't find it in myself to say it was a lie or apologize.


Mood: Blah
Music: G.O.O.D. LUV - MBLAQ

You only hear the music when your heart begins to break

Have you ever thought that if just one thing in your life had happened differently, you’d be someone else today? Just one thing and you would be a completely different version of yourself.

I think about it sometimes. I don’t think about my entire life, just one incident. I keep wondering that, had we never moved back to Alta (my hometown) many years ago, who would I be today? Would I still have the same best friend today as I did that time? Would I be one of the people I’ve come to dislike over the years? Would I have kept playing handball and gotten good at it? Would I study properly like I used to, like them, and graduated from school with great or at least decent grades? Hadn’t we moved, would I be someone determined and would I know what career to pursue? Would I be a ‘normal’ person and would my perspective be like everyone else’s? Not sticking out at all.

Or would I still become who I am today? The girl I was best friends with, would our friendship go sour and I’d end up as an outcast despite that I never was before? Would I befriend the same type of crazy people that I’ve befriended after we moved? Would I become a sarcastic, annoying, arrogant, self-conscious, anxious, introverted, cold, withdrawn, polite, shy, ironic, opinionated, angry person even if we never moved from that place? Would I still not know what to do of myself? Would I start liking all the things I like today, Japan, J-rock, K-pop, piercings, tattoos, art, books, movies, and such? Would I want to be more a boy than a girl?

If just that one incident had never occurred, or had it happened later. Would I have been a different person than who I am today? Or am I destined to be the way I am not matter what happens and how it happens? Am I me because this is how I'm supposed to be?

Mood: Hungry
Music: So far away - Staind

So far away - Staind

This is my life
It’s not what it was before
All these feelings I’ve shared
And these are my dreams
That I’ve never lived before
Somebody shake me
Cause I, I must be sleeping

And now that we're here
So far away
All the struggle we thought was in vain
And all the mistakes
One life contained
They all finally start to go away
And now that we're here it’s so far away
And I feel like I can face the day
I can forgive
And I’m not ashamed
To be the person that I am today

These are my words
That I’ve never said before
I think I’m doing ok
And this is the smile
That I’ve never shown before
Somebody shake me
Cause I, I must be sleeping

And now that we’re here
So far away
All the struggle we thought was in vain
And all the mistakes
One life contained
They all finally start to go away
And now that we’re here, so far away
And I feel like I can face the day
I can forgive
And I’m not ashamed
To be the person that I am today

I'm so afraid of waking
Please don't shake me
Afraid of waking
Please don’t shake me

And now that we’re here
So far away
All the struggle we thought was in vain
And all the mistakes
One life contained
They all finally start to go away
And now that were here, so far away
And I feel like I can face the day
I can forgive
And I’m not ashamed
To be the person that I am today

Poison oak - Bright Eyes

Poison oak, some boyhood bravery
When a telephone was a tin can on a string
And I fell asleep with you still talking to me
You said you weren't afraid to die

In polaroids you were dressed in women's clothes
Were you made ashamed, why'd you lock them in a drawer?
Well, I don't think that I ever loved you more

Then when you turned away
When you slammed the door
When you stole the car
And drove towards Mexico
And you wrote bad checks
Just to fill your arm
I was young enough, I still believed in war

Well, let the poets cry themselves to sleep
And all their tearful words will turn back into steam

But me, I'm a single cell
On a serpents tongue
There's a muddy field where a garden was
And I'm glad you got away
But I'm still stuck out here
My clothes are soaking wet
From your brother's tears

And I never thought this life was possible
You're the yellow bird that I've been waiting for

The end of paralysis
I was a statuette
Now I'm drunk as hell on a piano bench
And when I press the keys
It all gets reversed
The sound of loneliness makes me happier

Hopeless - Train

I hopelessly, helplessly, wonder why
Everything gotta change around me
I'd tell it to your face
But you lost your face along the way
And I'd say it on the phone
If I thought you were alone
Why do things have to change?

But you don't need my pictures on your wall
You say you need no one
And you don't need my secret midnight call
I guess you need no one
Is anybody waiting at home for you?
Cause it's time that will tell, if it's heaven, if it's hell or if it's
Anybody waiting at home for you
Cause it's time that will tell this tale

You're in and out, up and down
Wonder if you're lost or found
But I got my hands on you
Are you strong enough to toe the line?
Are you gonna make me yours?
Or do I make you mine?
I'm in and out, I'm up and down
Wonder if I'm lost or found
But I need your hands on me now

But you don't need my pictures on your wall
You say you need no one
And you don't need my secret midnight call
I guess you need no one
Is anybody waiting at home for you?
Cause it's time that will tell, if it's heaven, if it's hell or if it's
Anybody waiting at home for you
Cause it's time that will tell this tale

(Anybody waiting at home?)

I hopelessly, helplessly, wonder why

(Is anybody waiting at home?)

Everything gotta change

Losing ground - Tyrone Wells

Seems like a riddle
How do people move on?
When everything has gone wrong?

Oh, and where did it come from?
How can it be so strong?
How does the rain fall for so long?
So long

Something tripped me, took my legs out
Thought I could fix it, repair it, climb over it
I'm so scared, I need you to hold me down
Hold me down, I'm losing ground

Seems like a battle
How can anyone ever win?
How can we start over again?

Sometimes I say I'd like you better
If you were only a little bit stronger
But I know I'm talking to me
When I'm talking to you
So what are we gonna do?

Something tripped us, took our legs out
Thought we could fix it, repair it, climb over it
I'm so scared, need you to hold me down
Hold me down, I'm losing ground, oh
Losing, losing ground

Something tripped me, took my legs out
Thought I could fix it, repair it, climb over it
Something tripped me, took my legs out
Thought I could fix it, repair it, climb over it

I'm so scared, I need you to hold me down
Hold me down, hold me down, I'm losing ground
Hold me down, hold me down, I'm losing ground

Perfect stranger - Jason Tsou

Dive from the blue sky
To see who I really am
Facing my desire
With the answer
To start again, be brave again

What will stop in my way?
Who will challenge the fate?
The test of pain and rack
Are we living in circus?
Cause I’ll beat up my curse
Cause I’m sure we’ll take the race

Give my beat alive
Holding my will
I’ve never met someone like you
Take my breath away
Cause I’m blind in your smile
Using tears burying the lie

Oh, Pretty Stranger
Rock my soul and world
With a gentle kiss
Fly, making me fly
To eternal
Oh, once again, the love we make
Until the sun has arisen
Our life will bond together
Oh mine, perfect stranger

Would you dream about me?
Could you spend time with me?
I crave for your lip life time
Breathing in frozen fever
Standing in burning winter
All the misery, need you by my side

Give my beat alive
Now seize the time
Defeat the weak and break my runaway
Take my breath away
Cause I’m conquered by your eyes
And I am losing all my mind

Oh, Pretty Stranger
Rock my soul and world
With a gentle kiss
Fly, making me fly
To eternal
Oh, once again, the love we make
Until the sun has arisen
Our life will bond together
Oh mine, perfect stranger

Give my beat alive
Now seize the time
Defeat the weak and break my runaway
Take my breath away
Cause I’m conquered by your eyes
And I am losing all my mind

Oh, Pretty Stranger
Rock my soul and world
With a gentle kiss
Fly, making me fly
To eternal
Oh, once again, the love we make
Until the sun has arisen
Our life will bond together

Oh, Pretty Stranger
Rock my soul and world
With a gentle kiss
Fly, making me fly
To eternal
Oh, once again, the love we make
Until the sun has arisen
Our life will bond together
Oh mine, perfect stranger

Keep your head down

Everyone around me keeps asking me
jubyeon saramdeul modu hanagachi nalbogo
주변 사람들 모두 하나같이 날보고

Why I’m like this, why, why?
neo wae geurae wae geurae wae geurae
너 왜 그래 왜 그래 왜 그래

I’m already the bad guy
nan imi nappeun nom
난 이미 나쁜 놈


Why would I do that? Why? Why?
naega wae geurae wae geurae wae geurae
내가 왜 그래 왜 그래 왜 그래

I told you I wouldn’t
neol tailleotjanha
널 타일렀잖아


I was really, really sad because
nan jeongmal jeongmal seulpeotda
난 정말,정말슬펐다

You were so immature
cheori eopdeon nega
철이 없던 네가


In front of me, all you do is speak lies
nae apeseon yoraejorae geojitmalmaneul neureonoko
내 앞에선 요래조래 거짓말만을 늘어놓고


I’ve let you go and now my heart is empty
neol bonaen gaseumi teong biwojyeotda
널 보낸 가슴이 텅 비워졌다


One day far from now, far from now, I want to just smile comfortably
meon hutnare meon hutnare geunyang pyeonhage utgo sipda
먼 훗날에 먼 훗날에 그냥 편하게 웃고 싶다


Erased, disappeared
jiwojyeotda sarajyeotda
지워졌다, 사라졌다

In my heart you’ve
nae gaseume niga jugeo
내 가슴에 네가 죽어

Burned to death
modu tabeoryeotda
모두 타버렸다


Erased, disappeared
jiwojyeotda sarajyeotda
지워졌다, 사라졌다

You’ve died in my heart
nae gaseume niga jugeo
내 가슴에 네가 죽어

You no longer exist
neoneun ije eopda
너는 이제 없다

The impossible figure test

You Are Intellectual

You are always up for a challenge, just as long as
it's a mental challenge.
Normal things seem pretty amazing to you. It's all
about how you look at the world.

You turn ideas on their heads and come up with
something totally new.
You are big on concepts and theories. When it
comes to discussing ideas, no topic is off the
table.

I'm looking for a place I'll never see again

My mind seem really set on becoming an engineer.
So I'm really going to apply for the pre-course I need to qualify for the courses in engineering.
However, I have to apply before April 15, I think.
So this is the easy part, of course.
Applying is easy, even if I change my mind by the time I get to know if I'm accepted, I can decline.
The thing is, already now, I have to decide where I want to possibly study later on.

First there is the Univeristy in Tromsø.
However they don't offer the pre-course to be taken in my hometown, Alta.
So if I want to study there, I will have to leave this fall.

Then there's Høgskolen in Narvik (a college I guess).
They do offer you the pre-course to be taken in Alta and if you pass you are guaranteed a spot in Narvik afterwards.
But do I want to go to that school?
Dad, mom and onechan all went to this school.
So I feel a bit pre-judged. The teachers know mom and onechan, and maybe they expect me to measure up.
Plus my parents and sister will ask me about how I find the teachers.
I just.. don't really like being around people who know neither my parents or siblings.
Then again, I might not even have the same teachers they had if I take computer/IT engineering.

Temprature and weather wise, I think it's probably the same.
Tromsø, all though beautiful and I love it, it's a bigger city than Narvik.
I also love Narvik actually, I've spent some time there when both mom and sister studied there.
Narvik is smaller, and so it's easier to find an apartment.
Rent is probably a lot cheaper too cause it's smaller than Tromsø.
Pretty much everyone is accepted to the pre-course here in Alta.
Applying to Tromsø might give me more competition.
If I take the pre-course in Alta, and pass, I already have a spot in any of the engineering courses in Narvik.
Smaller city = Better air
But to Narvik it's 460km, to Tromsø it's 292km.
Travelling expenses will be less if I went to Tromsø.
It is also shorter driving there, it's easier to fly there.
Getting around in Tromsø might be easier with busses and such than in Narvik.

If I study in Tromsø, I have to take the pre-course there too.
Meaning, I'm not sure if I can make it then.
Cause if I take it here, this one year of settling into math, physics and all, I have many to help.
I've never studied these things, so having mom, dad, sister and aniki, would be a great help.
They'd help study, they'd push me and teach me a lot as well.
Really, it could be what decides my fate.

Of course I could apply at other universities/colleges.
But the bigger city, more competition.
And I don't really want to go too far south.
Don't want to live in a huge city, not now, not while I'm studying.

No matter how I think about it, Narvik seem to be more ideal for me.
But it's really difficult to decide on something like this.
One decision, which will decide my whereabouts for about 3-4 years.
It's important that I get it right.

Just need to find out what is "right".


Mood: Busy
Music: Love hurts - Incubus

Looking glass - The Birthday Massacre

Waiting as I'm wanting to
Speaking as I'm spoken to
Changing to your point of view
Fading as I follow you

A boyish notion of false emotion
These words are spoken despite my love
A fool's devotion was set in motion
My eyes are open now

It's a glass cage so I can't pretend
You hide beneath the physical
I see it coming
But I can't defend
You cut so deep
My belief is gone
My belief is gone
My belief is

Tell me what I want to say
Save me for another day
Break me, it's the game you play
Hate me as I turn away

A boyish notion of false emotion
These words are spoken despite my love
A fool's devotion was set in motion
My eyes are open now

It's a glass cage so I can't pretend
You hide beneath the physical
I see it coming
But I can't defend
You cut so deep
My belief is gone
My belief is gone
My belief is gone
My belief is gone
My belief is

It's a glass cage so I can't pretend
You hide beneath the physical
I see it coming
But I can't defend
You cut so deep
My belief is gone
My belief is gone
My belief is gone
My belief is gone
My belief is

The horror of our love - Ludo

I'm a killer
Cold and wrathful
Silent sleeper
I've been inside your bedroom
I've murdered half the town
Left you love notes on their headstones
I'll fill the graveyards
Until I have you

Moonlight walking
I smell your softness
Carnivorous and lusting
To track you down among the pines
I want you stuffed into my mouth
Hold you down and tear you open
Live inside you
Love, I'd never hurt you
But I'll grind against your bones until our marrows mix
I will eat you slowly

Oh, the horror of our love
Never so much blood pulled through my veins
Oh, the horror of our love
Never so much blood

I wake in terror
Blackbirds screaming
Dark cathedrals spilling midnight on the altars
I'm your servant, my immortal
Pale and perfect, such unholy heaving
The statues close their eyes, the room is changing
Break my skin and drain me

Ancient language
Speak through fingers
The awful edges where you end and I begin
Inside your mouth I cannot see
There's catastrophe in everything I'm touching
As I sweat I crush you
And I hold your beating chambers until they beat no more
You die like angels sing

Oh, the horror of our love
Never so much blood pulled through my veins
Oh, the horror of our love
Never so much blood

You're a ghost, love
Nightgown flowing
Your body blue and walking along the continental shelf
You are a dream among the sharks
Beautiful and terrifying
Lit and restless
We dance in dark suspension
And you bury me in the ocean floor beneath you
Where they'll never hear us scream

Oh, the horror of our love
Never so much blood pulled through my veins
Oh, the horror of our love
Never so much blood

Tennese line - Daughtry

I open my lungs to breathe in forgiveness and love
Haunting me now, reminders of how I used to be
And on down the road my troubles are sure to follow
Looking out the window, the hell if know where I will go
So I'll just keep on driving

On my way to L.A., looking into the rear view as the roads fade away
I've sworn off my past, first to last bad call that I ever made
Tell me how to make right every wrong turn that I've learned
So this can all end tonight
Tennessee line just changed my mind, well it's my heart I'll follow this time

Who would've known that pride is so hard to swallow?
As I rest on the shoulder of a road growing colder
With the trouble I own, should I just keep on driving?

On my way to L.A., looking into the rear view as the roads fade away
I've sworn off my past, first to last bad call that I ever made
Tell me how to make right every wrong turn that I've learned
So this can all end tonight
Tennessee line just changed my mind, well it's my heart I'll follow this time

I know I must be doing something right
Head the other way, back to where I started out
Ask myself if I can turn it all around tonight
And stop living with doubt

On my way to L.A., looking into the rear view as the roads fade away
I've sworn off my past, first to last bad call that I ever made
Tell me how to make right every wrong turn that I've learned
So this can all end tonight
Tennessee line just changed my mind, well it's my heart I'll follow this time

I've sworn off my past, first to last bad call that I ever made
It’s my heart I’ll follow this time

I've sworn off my past, first to last bad call that I ever made

Gonna turn it all around tonight
Turn it all around tonight
Turn it all around tonight

I'm gonna turn it all around tonight at the Tennessee line

Man in the sky - OBLIVION DUST

His ship was Nexus one, made from titanium
Red, white and blue flowing proud in its veins
He was the chosen one, with hopes he'd get it done
The world was watching on the day that he left
It was a big show, light up and lift off
Sending signals through the smoke that was rising
The crowd went wild as he took to the sky
Nobody doubted that he'd come back alive

I'm calling to the man in the sky
I'm calling to the man, won't you call back
I'm calling to the man in the sky
I'm calling to the man, won't you call back to your world

But then with Vesta in sight, a sudden flash of light
Something hit him and it spun him around
All of the power was lost
His heart was beating so fast
Alone with nothing, but the thoughts in his head
No way to get home, no place to land on
His broken ship just kept on drifting away
In time the people here forgot he was there
Over and out, over and out

I'm calling to the man in the sky
I'm calling to the man, won't you call back
I'm calling to the man in the sky
I'm calling to the man, but the call back never came

Don't you wanna come home?
Don't you wanna come home?
I know you wanna come home

Oh, can't you see?
He's overhead, over there
Oh, can't you see?
He's overhead, over there

Still - Matt Nathanson

I remember hearts that beat
I remember you and me
Tangled in hotel sheets
You wore me out
You wore me out

I remember honey lips and words so true
I remember non-stop earthquake dreams of you
You're coming on fast like good dreams do
All night long

Still can feel you kiss me, love
Still can see your brown skin shine, shine
Still can feel you kiss me, love
Come on and drive me wild, me wild

And you move like water
And you broke like waves
I've never been deeper, so far gone
Your sister in the next room with the television on

Still can feel you kiss me, love
Still can see your brown skin shine, shine
Still can feel you kiss me, love
Come on and drive me wild
Come on and drive me wild
Come on and drive me wild

I remember hearts that beat
I remember you and me
Tangled in hotel sheets, for hours

Still can feel you kiss me, love
Still can see your brown skin shine, shine
Still can feel you kiss me, love
Come on and drive me wild

Still can feel you kiss me, love
Still can see your eyes like diamonds, diamonds
Memories are strong enough
To come on and drive me wild
Come on and drive me wild

The Paris test

You Are Optimistic

Some people may consider you to be too shy, but
you are simply thoughtful.

You are a naturally curious person. You are truly
interested in how the world works.

You have a few friends that you feel really bonded
to you. You prefer very close friendships.

Expression and art recharge you. You feel best
when you are able to make something.

Spitting games - Snow Patrol

I broke into your house last night
And left a note at your bedside
I'm far too shy to speak to you at school
You leave me numb and I'm not sure why

I find it easier to sit and stare
Than push my limbs out towards you right there
My heart is bursting in your perfect eyes
As blue as oceans and as pure as skies

I struggle for the words and then give up
My heads up with the birds on the t-hut
A little piece of mind that I know better
Than the plain disgrace of all my letters

But after that the floodgates opened up
And I fell in love with everyone I saw
Please take your time I'm not in any rush
And it's in everything I ever write

It's not as if I need the extra weight
Confused enough by life so thanks a lot
Lonely written words for company
Just raise the roof this once and follow me

I struggle for the words and then give up
My heads up with the birds on the t-hut
A little piece of mind that I know better
Than the plain disgrace of all my letters

Comfortable - John Mayer

I just remembered that time at the market
Snuck up behind me and jumped on my shopping cart
And rode down aisle 5
You looked behind you to smile back at me
Crashed into a rack full of magazines
They asked us if we could leave

Can't remember, what went wrong last September
Though I'm sure you'd remind me, if you had to

Our love was, comfortable and so broken in

I sleep with this new girl I'm still getting used to
My friends all approve, say she's gonna be good for you
They throw me high fives

She says the bible is all that she reads
And prefers that I not use profanity
Your mouth was so dirty

Life of the party
And she swears that she's artsy
But you could distinguish
Miles from Coltrane

Our love was, comfortable and so broken in
She's perfect, so flawless
Or so they say, say

She thinks I can't see the smile that she's faking
And poses for pictures that aren't being taken
I loved you
Grey sweat pants, no makeup, so perfect

Our love was, comfortable and so broken in
She's perfect, so flawless
I'm not impressed, I want you back

Slow dancing in a burning room - John Mayer

It's not a silly little moment
It's not the storm before the calm
This is the deep and dying breath of
This love that we've been working on

Can't seem to hold you like I want to
So I can feel you in my arms
Nobody's gonna come and save you
We pulled too many false alarms

We're going down
And you can see it too
We're going down
And you know that we're doomed
My dear, we're slow dancing in a burning room

I was the one you always dreamed of
You were the one I tried to draw
How dare you say it's nothing to me?
Baby, you're the only light I ever saw

I'll make the most of all the sadness
You'll be a bitch because you can
You try to hit me just to hurt me
So you leave me feeling dirty
Cause you can't understand

We're going down
And you can see it too
We're going down
And you know that we're doomed
My dear, we're slow dancing in a burning room

Go cry about it - why don't you?
Go cry about it - why don't you?
Go cry about it - why don't you?

My dear, we're slow dancing in a burning room

Don't you think we ought to know by now?
Don't you think we should have learned somehow?
Don't you think we ought to know by now?
Don't you think we should have learned somehow?
Don't you think we ought to know by now?
Don't you think we should have learned somehow?

Sundrenched world - Joshua Radin

I can't get to bed
But I'm really tired
The things in my head
You used to admire
In your sundrenched world
It couldn't be worse
Don't bother asking
And here comes the nerves
While I'm trying to bask
In your sundrenched world

I'm talking to you
But you're not listening
I don't know what to do
My heart is blistering
Writing this song
Tell me I'm not wrong

I close up my mouth
When you're around now
Suffocating in doubt
I can't make a sound
In your sundrenched world
I always wanted to be
The one you looked to
For the answers in me
I'm the one who took you
To your sundrenched world

I'm talking to you
But you're not listening
I don't know what to do
My heart is blistering
Writing this song
Tell me I belong

It's all been said
Once before
We fucked around
On your bedroom floor

I'm talking to you
But you're not listening
I don't know what to do
My hands are blistering
Writing this song
Tell me I belong

Tell me I belong
Tell me I
Tell me I belong