おはよう。 Good morning.
I have a paper to write for my Culture Studies class. I have some books I should read. I have another paper I should already hand in for my Didactics class. I'm so late, so fucked, and without motivation at all.
But you see. I don't find any motivation inside of me for the simple reason that, everything I want to do is impossible for me to do anyways. So no wonder why I've stopped trying, ねえ. That's just how it's become. I want to be an air traffic controller, but I already don't have good enough grades all though my English and Norwegian is perfect and I'm not sick, my health is just fine. I want to become a vet technician, but my grades again are tying me down behind because they only take in 30 students every year and more than 1000 applies. All whom should have much better grades than me. So I don't stand a chance there either.
I decides to become a teacher, but again my grades. I need to re-take a math exam and get 3-4 on it or else I won't be accepted to the teacher-course at our college. Even if I want to be a teacher in English, Norwegian, and possibly subjects like 'Social Studies', 'Religion, rhilosophies of life and ethics'. But I still need math if I'm gonna take the teacher-course. I can other than that just take the ped. and subjects, but I don't feel like doing all that shit so...
Ahhh. So fucking, fucking, fucking complicated.
じゃまた。
Mood: Annoyed
Music: Headfirst slide into Coopestown on a bad bet - Fall Out Boy
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