Everyone around me keeps asking me
jubyeon saramdeul modu hanagachi nalbogo
주변 사람들 모두 하나같이 날보고
Why I’m like this, why, why?
neo wae geurae wae geurae wae geurae
너 왜 그래 왜 그래 왜 그래
I’m already the bad guy
nan imi nappeun nom
난 이미 나쁜 놈
Why would I do that? Why? Why?
naega wae geurae wae geurae wae geurae
내가 왜 그래 왜 그래 왜 그래
I told you I wouldn’t
neol tailleotjanha
널 타일렀잖아
I was really, really sad because
nan jeongmal jeongmal seulpeotda
난 정말,정말슬펐다
You were so immature
cheori eopdeon nega
철이 없던 네가
In front of me, all you do is speak lies
nae apeseon yoraejorae geojitmalmaneul neureonoko
내 앞에선 요래조래 거짓말만을 늘어놓고
I’ve let you go and now my heart is empty
neol bonaen gaseumi teong biwojyeotda
널 보낸 가슴이 텅 비워졌다
One day far from now, far from now, I want to just smile comfortably
meon hutnare meon hutnare geunyang pyeonhage utgo sipda
먼 훗날에 먼 훗날에 그냥 편하게 웃고 싶다
Erased, disappeared
jiwojyeotda sarajyeotda
지워졌다, 사라졌다
In my heart you’ve
nae gaseume niga jugeo
내 가슴에 네가 죽어
Burned to death
modu tabeoryeotda
모두 타버렸다
Erased, disappeared
jiwojyeotda sarajyeotda
지워졌다, 사라졌다
You’ve died in my heart
nae gaseume niga jugeo
내 가슴에 네가 죽어
You no longer exist
neoneun ije eopda
너는 이제 없다
Thursday, 20 January 2011
Monday, 17 January 2011
The impossible figure test
You Are Intellectual
You are always up for a challenge, just as long as
it's a mental challenge.
Normal things seem pretty amazing to you. It's all
about how you look at the world.
You turn ideas on their heads and come up with
something totally new.
You are big on concepts and theories. When it
comes to discussing ideas, no topic is off the
table.
You are always up for a challenge, just as long as
it's a mental challenge.
Normal things seem pretty amazing to you. It's all
about how you look at the world.
You turn ideas on their heads and come up with
something totally new.
You are big on concepts and theories. When it
comes to discussing ideas, no topic is off the
table.
Friday, 7 January 2011
I'm looking for a place I'll never see again
My mind seem really set on becoming an engineer.
So I'm really going to apply for the pre-course I need to qualify for the courses in engineering.
However, I have to apply before April 15, I think.
So this is the easy part, of course.
Applying is easy, even if I change my mind by the time I get to know if I'm accepted, I can decline.
The thing is, already now, I have to decide where I want to possibly study later on.
First there is the Univeristy in Tromsø.
However they don't offer the pre-course to be taken in my hometown, Alta.
So if I want to study there, I will have to leave this fall.
Then there's Høgskolen in Narvik (a college I guess).
They do offer you the pre-course to be taken in Alta and if you pass you are guaranteed a spot in Narvik afterwards.
But do I want to go to that school?
Dad, mom and onechan all went to this school.
So I feel a bit pre-judged. The teachers know mom and onechan, and maybe they expect me to measure up.
Plus my parents and sister will ask me about how I find the teachers.
I just.. don't really like being around people who know neither my parents or siblings.
Then again, I might not even have the same teachers they had if I take computer/IT engineering.
Temprature and weather wise, I think it's probably the same.
Tromsø, all though beautiful and I love it, it's a bigger city than Narvik.
I also love Narvik actually, I've spent some time there when both mom and sister studied there.
Narvik is smaller, and so it's easier to find an apartment.
Rent is probably a lot cheaper too cause it's smaller than Tromsø.
Pretty much everyone is accepted to the pre-course here in Alta.
Applying to Tromsø might give me more competition.
If I take the pre-course in Alta, and pass, I already have a spot in any of the engineering courses in Narvik.
Smaller city = Better air
But to Narvik it's 460km, to Tromsø it's 292km.
Travelling expenses will be less if I went to Tromsø.
It is also shorter driving there, it's easier to fly there.
Getting around in Tromsø might be easier with busses and such than in Narvik.
If I study in Tromsø, I have to take the pre-course there too.
Meaning, I'm not sure if I can make it then.
Cause if I take it here, this one year of settling into math, physics and all, I have many to help.
I've never studied these things, so having mom, dad, sister and aniki, would be a great help.
They'd help study, they'd push me and teach me a lot as well.
Really, it could be what decides my fate.
Of course I could apply at other universities/colleges.
But the bigger city, more competition.
And I don't really want to go too far south.
Don't want to live in a huge city, not now, not while I'm studying.
No matter how I think about it, Narvik seem to be more ideal for me.
But it's really difficult to decide on something like this.
One decision, which will decide my whereabouts for about 3-4 years.
It's important that I get it right.
Just need to find out what is "right".
Mood: Busy
Music: Love hurts - Incubus
So I'm really going to apply for the pre-course I need to qualify for the courses in engineering.
However, I have to apply before April 15, I think.
So this is the easy part, of course.
Applying is easy, even if I change my mind by the time I get to know if I'm accepted, I can decline.
The thing is, already now, I have to decide where I want to possibly study later on.
First there is the Univeristy in Tromsø.
However they don't offer the pre-course to be taken in my hometown, Alta.
So if I want to study there, I will have to leave this fall.
Then there's Høgskolen in Narvik (a college I guess).
They do offer you the pre-course to be taken in Alta and if you pass you are guaranteed a spot in Narvik afterwards.
But do I want to go to that school?
Dad, mom and onechan all went to this school.
So I feel a bit pre-judged. The teachers know mom and onechan, and maybe they expect me to measure up.
Plus my parents and sister will ask me about how I find the teachers.
I just.. don't really like being around people who know neither my parents or siblings.
Then again, I might not even have the same teachers they had if I take computer/IT engineering.
Temprature and weather wise, I think it's probably the same.
Tromsø, all though beautiful and I love it, it's a bigger city than Narvik.
I also love Narvik actually, I've spent some time there when both mom and sister studied there.
Narvik is smaller, and so it's easier to find an apartment.
Rent is probably a lot cheaper too cause it's smaller than Tromsø.
Pretty much everyone is accepted to the pre-course here in Alta.
Applying to Tromsø might give me more competition.
If I take the pre-course in Alta, and pass, I already have a spot in any of the engineering courses in Narvik.
Smaller city = Better air
But to Narvik it's 460km, to Tromsø it's 292km.
Travelling expenses will be less if I went to Tromsø.
It is also shorter driving there, it's easier to fly there.
Getting around in Tromsø might be easier with busses and such than in Narvik.
If I study in Tromsø, I have to take the pre-course there too.
Meaning, I'm not sure if I can make it then.
Cause if I take it here, this one year of settling into math, physics and all, I have many to help.
I've never studied these things, so having mom, dad, sister and aniki, would be a great help.
They'd help study, they'd push me and teach me a lot as well.
Really, it could be what decides my fate.
Of course I could apply at other universities/colleges.
But the bigger city, more competition.
And I don't really want to go too far south.
Don't want to live in a huge city, not now, not while I'm studying.
No matter how I think about it, Narvik seem to be more ideal for me.
But it's really difficult to decide on something like this.
One decision, which will decide my whereabouts for about 3-4 years.
It's important that I get it right.
Just need to find out what is "right".
Mood: Busy
Music: Love hurts - Incubus
Looking glass - The Birthday Massacre
Waiting as I'm wanting to
Speaking as I'm spoken to
Changing to your point of view
Fading as I follow you
A boyish notion of false emotion
These words are spoken despite my love
A fool's devotion was set in motion
My eyes are open now
It's a glass cage so I can't pretend
You hide beneath the physical
I see it coming
But I can't defend
You cut so deep
My belief is gone
My belief is gone
My belief is
Tell me what I want to say
Save me for another day
Break me, it's the game you play
Hate me as I turn away
A boyish notion of false emotion
These words are spoken despite my love
A fool's devotion was set in motion
My eyes are open now
It's a glass cage so I can't pretend
You hide beneath the physical
I see it coming
But I can't defend
You cut so deep
My belief is gone
My belief is gone
My belief is gone
My belief is gone
My belief is
It's a glass cage so I can't pretend
You hide beneath the physical
I see it coming
But I can't defend
You cut so deep
My belief is gone
My belief is gone
My belief is gone
My belief is gone
My belief is
Speaking as I'm spoken to
Changing to your point of view
Fading as I follow you
A boyish notion of false emotion
These words are spoken despite my love
A fool's devotion was set in motion
My eyes are open now
It's a glass cage so I can't pretend
You hide beneath the physical
I see it coming
But I can't defend
You cut so deep
My belief is gone
My belief is gone
My belief is
Tell me what I want to say
Save me for another day
Break me, it's the game you play
Hate me as I turn away
A boyish notion of false emotion
These words are spoken despite my love
A fool's devotion was set in motion
My eyes are open now
It's a glass cage so I can't pretend
You hide beneath the physical
I see it coming
But I can't defend
You cut so deep
My belief is gone
My belief is gone
My belief is gone
My belief is gone
My belief is
It's a glass cage so I can't pretend
You hide beneath the physical
I see it coming
But I can't defend
You cut so deep
My belief is gone
My belief is gone
My belief is gone
My belief is gone
My belief is
Thursday, 6 January 2011
The horror of our love - Ludo
I'm a killer
Cold and wrathful
Silent sleeper
I've been inside your bedroom
I've murdered half the town
Left you love notes on their headstones
I'll fill the graveyards
Until I have you
Moonlight walking
I smell your softness
Carnivorous and lusting
To track you down among the pines
I want you stuffed into my mouth
Hold you down and tear you open
Live inside you
Love, I'd never hurt you
But I'll grind against your bones until our marrows mix
I will eat you slowly
Oh, the horror of our love
Never so much blood pulled through my veins
Oh, the horror of our love
Never so much blood
I wake in terror
Blackbirds screaming
Dark cathedrals spilling midnight on the altars
I'm your servant, my immortal
Pale and perfect, such unholy heaving
The statues close their eyes, the room is changing
Break my skin and drain me
Ancient language
Speak through fingers
The awful edges where you end and I begin
Inside your mouth I cannot see
There's catastrophe in everything I'm touching
As I sweat I crush you
And I hold your beating chambers until they beat no more
You die like angels sing
Oh, the horror of our love
Never so much blood pulled through my veins
Oh, the horror of our love
Never so much blood
You're a ghost, love
Nightgown flowing
Your body blue and walking along the continental shelf
You are a dream among the sharks
Beautiful and terrifying
Lit and restless
We dance in dark suspension
And you bury me in the ocean floor beneath you
Where they'll never hear us scream
Oh, the horror of our love
Never so much blood pulled through my veins
Oh, the horror of our love
Never so much blood
Cold and wrathful
Silent sleeper
I've been inside your bedroom
I've murdered half the town
Left you love notes on their headstones
I'll fill the graveyards
Until I have you
Moonlight walking
I smell your softness
Carnivorous and lusting
To track you down among the pines
I want you stuffed into my mouth
Hold you down and tear you open
Live inside you
Love, I'd never hurt you
But I'll grind against your bones until our marrows mix
I will eat you slowly
Oh, the horror of our love
Never so much blood pulled through my veins
Oh, the horror of our love
Never so much blood
I wake in terror
Blackbirds screaming
Dark cathedrals spilling midnight on the altars
I'm your servant, my immortal
Pale and perfect, such unholy heaving
The statues close their eyes, the room is changing
Break my skin and drain me
Ancient language
Speak through fingers
The awful edges where you end and I begin
Inside your mouth I cannot see
There's catastrophe in everything I'm touching
As I sweat I crush you
And I hold your beating chambers until they beat no more
You die like angels sing
Oh, the horror of our love
Never so much blood pulled through my veins
Oh, the horror of our love
Never so much blood
You're a ghost, love
Nightgown flowing
Your body blue and walking along the continental shelf
You are a dream among the sharks
Beautiful and terrifying
Lit and restless
We dance in dark suspension
And you bury me in the ocean floor beneath you
Where they'll never hear us scream
Oh, the horror of our love
Never so much blood pulled through my veins
Oh, the horror of our love
Never so much blood
Wednesday, 5 January 2011
Tennese line - Daughtry
I open my lungs to breathe in forgiveness and love
Haunting me now, reminders of how I used to be
And on down the road my troubles are sure to follow
Looking out the window, the hell if know where I will go
So I'll just keep on driving
On my way to L.A., looking into the rear view as the roads fade away
I've sworn off my past, first to last bad call that I ever made
Tell me how to make right every wrong turn that I've learned
So this can all end tonight
Tennessee line just changed my mind, well it's my heart I'll follow this time
Who would've known that pride is so hard to swallow?
As I rest on the shoulder of a road growing colder
With the trouble I own, should I just keep on driving?
On my way to L.A., looking into the rear view as the roads fade away
I've sworn off my past, first to last bad call that I ever made
Tell me how to make right every wrong turn that I've learned
So this can all end tonight
Tennessee line just changed my mind, well it's my heart I'll follow this time
I know I must be doing something right
Head the other way, back to where I started out
Ask myself if I can turn it all around tonight
And stop living with doubt
On my way to L.A., looking into the rear view as the roads fade away
I've sworn off my past, first to last bad call that I ever made
Tell me how to make right every wrong turn that I've learned
So this can all end tonight
Tennessee line just changed my mind, well it's my heart I'll follow this time
I've sworn off my past, first to last bad call that I ever made
It’s my heart I’ll follow this time
I've sworn off my past, first to last bad call that I ever made
Gonna turn it all around tonight
Turn it all around tonight
Turn it all around tonight
I'm gonna turn it all around tonight at the Tennessee line
Haunting me now, reminders of how I used to be
And on down the road my troubles are sure to follow
Looking out the window, the hell if know where I will go
So I'll just keep on driving
On my way to L.A., looking into the rear view as the roads fade away
I've sworn off my past, first to last bad call that I ever made
Tell me how to make right every wrong turn that I've learned
So this can all end tonight
Tennessee line just changed my mind, well it's my heart I'll follow this time
Who would've known that pride is so hard to swallow?
As I rest on the shoulder of a road growing colder
With the trouble I own, should I just keep on driving?
On my way to L.A., looking into the rear view as the roads fade away
I've sworn off my past, first to last bad call that I ever made
Tell me how to make right every wrong turn that I've learned
So this can all end tonight
Tennessee line just changed my mind, well it's my heart I'll follow this time
I know I must be doing something right
Head the other way, back to where I started out
Ask myself if I can turn it all around tonight
And stop living with doubt
On my way to L.A., looking into the rear view as the roads fade away
I've sworn off my past, first to last bad call that I ever made
Tell me how to make right every wrong turn that I've learned
So this can all end tonight
Tennessee line just changed my mind, well it's my heart I'll follow this time
I've sworn off my past, first to last bad call that I ever made
It’s my heart I’ll follow this time
I've sworn off my past, first to last bad call that I ever made
Gonna turn it all around tonight
Turn it all around tonight
Turn it all around tonight
I'm gonna turn it all around tonight at the Tennessee line
Sunday, 2 January 2011
Man in the sky - OBLIVION DUST
His ship was Nexus one, made from titanium
Red, white and blue flowing proud in its veins
He was the chosen one, with hopes he'd get it done
The world was watching on the day that he left
It was a big show, light up and lift off
Sending signals through the smoke that was rising
The crowd went wild as he took to the sky
Nobody doubted that he'd come back alive
I'm calling to the man in the sky
I'm calling to the man, won't you call back
I'm calling to the man in the sky
I'm calling to the man, won't you call back to your world
But then with Vesta in sight, a sudden flash of light
Something hit him and it spun him around
All of the power was lost
His heart was beating so fast
Alone with nothing, but the thoughts in his head
No way to get home, no place to land on
His broken ship just kept on drifting away
In time the people here forgot he was there
Over and out, over and out
I'm calling to the man in the sky
I'm calling to the man, won't you call back
I'm calling to the man in the sky
I'm calling to the man, but the call back never came
Don't you wanna come home?
Don't you wanna come home?
I know you wanna come home
Oh, can't you see?
He's overhead, over there
Oh, can't you see?
He's overhead, over there
Red, white and blue flowing proud in its veins
He was the chosen one, with hopes he'd get it done
The world was watching on the day that he left
It was a big show, light up and lift off
Sending signals through the smoke that was rising
The crowd went wild as he took to the sky
Nobody doubted that he'd come back alive
I'm calling to the man in the sky
I'm calling to the man, won't you call back
I'm calling to the man in the sky
I'm calling to the man, won't you call back to your world
But then with Vesta in sight, a sudden flash of light
Something hit him and it spun him around
All of the power was lost
His heart was beating so fast
Alone with nothing, but the thoughts in his head
No way to get home, no place to land on
His broken ship just kept on drifting away
In time the people here forgot he was there
Over and out, over and out
I'm calling to the man in the sky
I'm calling to the man, won't you call back
I'm calling to the man in the sky
I'm calling to the man, but the call back never came
Don't you wanna come home?
Don't you wanna come home?
I know you wanna come home
Oh, can't you see?
He's overhead, over there
Oh, can't you see?
He's overhead, over there
Still - Matt Nathanson
I remember hearts that beat
I remember you and me
Tangled in hotel sheets
You wore me out
You wore me out
I remember honey lips and words so true
I remember non-stop earthquake dreams of you
You're coming on fast like good dreams do
All night long
Still can feel you kiss me, love
Still can see your brown skin shine, shine
Still can feel you kiss me, love
Come on and drive me wild, me wild
And you move like water
And you broke like waves
I've never been deeper, so far gone
Your sister in the next room with the television on
Still can feel you kiss me, love
Still can see your brown skin shine, shine
Still can feel you kiss me, love
Come on and drive me wild
Come on and drive me wild
Come on and drive me wild
I remember hearts that beat
I remember you and me
Tangled in hotel sheets, for hours
Still can feel you kiss me, love
Still can see your brown skin shine, shine
Still can feel you kiss me, love
Come on and drive me wild
Still can feel you kiss me, love
Still can see your eyes like diamonds, diamonds
Memories are strong enough
To come on and drive me wild
Come on and drive me wild
I remember you and me
Tangled in hotel sheets
You wore me out
You wore me out
I remember honey lips and words so true
I remember non-stop earthquake dreams of you
You're coming on fast like good dreams do
All night long
Still can feel you kiss me, love
Still can see your brown skin shine, shine
Still can feel you kiss me, love
Come on and drive me wild, me wild
And you move like water
And you broke like waves
I've never been deeper, so far gone
Your sister in the next room with the television on
Still can feel you kiss me, love
Still can see your brown skin shine, shine
Still can feel you kiss me, love
Come on and drive me wild
Come on and drive me wild
Come on and drive me wild
I remember hearts that beat
I remember you and me
Tangled in hotel sheets, for hours
Still can feel you kiss me, love
Still can see your brown skin shine, shine
Still can feel you kiss me, love
Come on and drive me wild
Still can feel you kiss me, love
Still can see your eyes like diamonds, diamonds
Memories are strong enough
To come on and drive me wild
Come on and drive me wild
The Paris test
You Are Optimistic
Some people may consider you to be too shy, but
you are simply thoughtful.
You are a naturally curious person. You are truly
interested in how the world works.
You have a few friends that you feel really bonded
to you. You prefer very close friendships.
Expression and art recharge you. You feel best
when you are able to make something.
Some people may consider you to be too shy, but
you are simply thoughtful.
You are a naturally curious person. You are truly
interested in how the world works.
You have a few friends that you feel really bonded
to you. You prefer very close friendships.
Expression and art recharge you. You feel best
when you are able to make something.
Spitting games - Snow Patrol
I broke into your house last night
And left a note at your bedside
I'm far too shy to speak to you at school
You leave me numb and I'm not sure why
I find it easier to sit and stare
Than push my limbs out towards you right there
My heart is bursting in your perfect eyes
As blue as oceans and as pure as skies
I struggle for the words and then give up
My heads up with the birds on the t-hut
A little piece of mind that I know better
Than the plain disgrace of all my letters
But after that the floodgates opened up
And I fell in love with everyone I saw
Please take your time I'm not in any rush
And it's in everything I ever write
It's not as if I need the extra weight
Confused enough by life so thanks a lot
Lonely written words for company
Just raise the roof this once and follow me
I struggle for the words and then give up
My heads up with the birds on the t-hut
A little piece of mind that I know better
Than the plain disgrace of all my letters
And left a note at your bedside
I'm far too shy to speak to you at school
You leave me numb and I'm not sure why
I find it easier to sit and stare
Than push my limbs out towards you right there
My heart is bursting in your perfect eyes
As blue as oceans and as pure as skies
I struggle for the words and then give up
My heads up with the birds on the t-hut
A little piece of mind that I know better
Than the plain disgrace of all my letters
But after that the floodgates opened up
And I fell in love with everyone I saw
Please take your time I'm not in any rush
And it's in everything I ever write
It's not as if I need the extra weight
Confused enough by life so thanks a lot
Lonely written words for company
Just raise the roof this once and follow me
I struggle for the words and then give up
My heads up with the birds on the t-hut
A little piece of mind that I know better
Than the plain disgrace of all my letters
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