I took the supermarket flowers from the windowsill
Threw the day-old tea from the cup
Packed up the photo album Matthew had made
Memories of a life that's been loved
Took the "Get well soon" cards and stuffed animals
Poured the old ginger beer down the sink
Dad always told me, "Don't you cry when you're down"
But, mum, there's a tear every time that I blink
Oh, I'm in pieces, it's tearing me up but I know
A heart that's broke is a heart that's been loved
So, I'll sing hallelujah
You were an angel in the shape of my mum
When I fell down you'd be there holding me up
Spread your wings as you go
And when God takes you back
He'll say, "Hallelujah, you're home"
I fluffed the pillows, made the beds, stacked the chairs up
Folded your nightgowns neatly in a case
John said he'd drive, then put his hand on my cheek
And wiped a tear from the side of my face
I hope that I see the world as you did cause I know
A life with love is a life that's been lived
So, I'll sing hallelujah
You were an angel in the shape of my mum
When I fell down you'd be there holding me up
Spread your wings as you go, when God takes you back
He'll say, "Hallelujah, you're home"
Hallelujah
You were an angel in the shape of my mum
You got to see the person I have become
Spread your wings and I know
When God took you back, he said, "Hallelujah, you're home"
Friday, 19 May 2017
Sunday, 14 May 2017
Cancer - My Chemical Romance
Turn away
If you could get me a drink
Of water cause my lips are chapped and faded
Call my aunt Marie
Help her gather all my things
And bury me in all my favorite colours
My sisters and my brothers
Still I will not kiss you
Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you
Now turn away
Cause I'm awful just to see
Cause all my hair's abandoned all my body
Oh, my agony
Know that I will never marry
Baby, I'm just soggy from the chemo
But counting down the days to go
It just ain't living
And I just hope you know
That if you say (If you say)
Goodbye today (Goodbye today)
I'd ask you to be true (Cause I'd ask you to be true)
Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you
Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you
If you could get me a drink
Of water cause my lips are chapped and faded
Call my aunt Marie
Help her gather all my things
And bury me in all my favorite colours
My sisters and my brothers
Still I will not kiss you
Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you
Now turn away
Cause I'm awful just to see
Cause all my hair's abandoned all my body
Oh, my agony
Know that I will never marry
Baby, I'm just soggy from the chemo
But counting down the days to go
It just ain't living
And I just hope you know
That if you say (If you say)
Goodbye today (Goodbye today)
I'd ask you to be true (Cause I'd ask you to be true)
Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you
Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you
Sunday, 16 April 2017
Being good isn't good enough - Glee Cast
Being good isn't good enough
Being good won't be good enough
When I fly, I must fly extra high
And I'll need special wings
So far to go
From so far below
Should I try?
Am I strong enough?
Is there time, have I long enough?
Gotta fly and if I fall
That's the way it's gotta be
There's no other way for me
Being good just won't be good enough
I'll be the best or nothing at all
I'll try
Am I strong enough?
Is there time, have I long enough?
Gotta fly and if I fall
That's the way it's gotta be
There's no other way for me
Being good just won't be good enough
I'll be the best or nothing at all
Being good won't be good enough
When I fly, I must fly extra high
And I'll need special wings
So far to go
From so far below
Should I try?
Am I strong enough?
Is there time, have I long enough?
Gotta fly and if I fall
That's the way it's gotta be
There's no other way for me
Being good just won't be good enough
I'll be the best or nothing at all
I'll try
Am I strong enough?
Is there time, have I long enough?
Gotta fly and if I fall
That's the way it's gotta be
There's no other way for me
Being good just won't be good enough
I'll be the best or nothing at all
Make you feel my love - Glee Cast
When the rain is blowing in your face
And the whole world is on your case
I could offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love
When the evening shadows and the stars appear
And there's no one there to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love
I know you haven't made your mind up yet
But I would never do you wrong
I've known it from the moment that we met
No doubt in my mind where you belong
I'd go hungry
I'd go black and blue
I'd go crawling down the avenue
No, there's nothing that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love
Oh, the storms are raging on the rolling sea
And on the highway of regret
The winds of change are blowing wild and free
You ain't seen nothing like me yet
I could make you happy
Make your dreams come true
Nothing that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends of the earth for you
To make you feel my love
To make you feel my love
And the whole world is on your case
I could offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love
When the evening shadows and the stars appear
And there's no one there to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love
I know you haven't made your mind up yet
But I would never do you wrong
I've known it from the moment that we met
No doubt in my mind where you belong
I'd go hungry
I'd go black and blue
I'd go crawling down the avenue
No, there's nothing that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love
Oh, the storms are raging on the rolling sea
And on the highway of regret
The winds of change are blowing wild and free
You ain't seen nothing like me yet
I could make you happy
Make your dreams come true
Nothing that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends of the earth for you
To make you feel my love
To make you feel my love
Story of my life - Glee Cast
Written in these walls are the stories that I can't explain
I leave my heart open but it stays right here empty for days
She told me in the morning she don't feel the same about us in her bones
Seems to me that when I die these words will be written on my stone
And I'll be gone, gone tonight
The ground beneath my feet is open wide
The way that I been holding on too tight
With nothing in between
The story of my life, I take her home
I drive all night to keep her warm
And time is frozen (The story of, the story of)
The story of my life, I give her hope
I spend her love until she's broke inside
The story of my life (The story of, the story of)
Written on these walls are the colors that I can't change
Leave my heart open but it stays right here in its cage
I know that in the morning now I see us in the light upon a hill
Although I am broken, my heart is untamed, still
And I'll be gone, gone tonight)
The fire beneath my feet is burning bright
The way that I been holding on so tight
With nothing in between
The story of my life, I take her home
I drive all night to keep her warm
And time is frozen (The story of, the story of)
The story of my life, I give her hope
I spend her love until she's broke inside
The story of my life (The story of, the story of)
And I been waiting for this time to come around
But baby running after you is like chasing the clouds
The story of my life, I take her home
I drive all night to keep her warm
And time is frozen
The story of my life, I give her hope
Give her hope
I spend her love
Until she's broke inside
The story of my life (The story of, the story of)
The story of my life
The story of my life
(The story of my life, the story of, the story of)
The story of my life
I leave my heart open but it stays right here empty for days
She told me in the morning she don't feel the same about us in her bones
Seems to me that when I die these words will be written on my stone
And I'll be gone, gone tonight
The ground beneath my feet is open wide
The way that I been holding on too tight
With nothing in between
The story of my life, I take her home
I drive all night to keep her warm
And time is frozen (The story of, the story of)
The story of my life, I give her hope
I spend her love until she's broke inside
The story of my life (The story of, the story of)
Written on these walls are the colors that I can't change
Leave my heart open but it stays right here in its cage
I know that in the morning now I see us in the light upon a hill
Although I am broken, my heart is untamed, still
And I'll be gone, gone tonight)
The fire beneath my feet is burning bright
The way that I been holding on so tight
With nothing in between
The story of my life, I take her home
I drive all night to keep her warm
And time is frozen (The story of, the story of)
The story of my life, I give her hope
I spend her love until she's broke inside
The story of my life (The story of, the story of)
And I been waiting for this time to come around
But baby running after you is like chasing the clouds
The story of my life, I take her home
I drive all night to keep her warm
And time is frozen
The story of my life, I give her hope
Give her hope
I spend her love
Until she's broke inside
The story of my life (The story of, the story of)
The story of my life
The story of my life
(The story of my life, the story of, the story of)
The story of my life
How to be a heartbreaker - Marina And The Diamonds
Rule number one: Is that you gotta have fun
But baby when you're done, you gotta be the first to run
Rule number two: Just don't get attached to
Somebody you could lose
So le-let me tell you
This is how to be a heartbreaker
Boys they like a little danger
We'll get him falling for a stranger, a player
Singing I lo-lo-love you
How to be a heartbreaker
Boys they like the look of danger
We'll get him falling for a stranger, a player
Singing I lo-lo-love you
At least I think I do
Cause I lo-lo-lo-love you
Rule number three: Wear your heart on your cheek
But never on your sleeve, unless you wanna taste defeat
Rule number four: Gotta be looking pure
Kiss him goodbye at the door and leave him wanting more, more
This is how to be a heartbreaker
Boys they like a little danger
We'll get him falling for a stranger, a player
Singing I lo-lo-love you
How to be a heartbreaker
Boys they like the look of danger
We'll get him falling for a stranger, a player
Singing I lo-lo-love you
At least I think I do
Cause I lo-lo-lo-love you
Girls, we do whatever it will take
Cause girls don't want, we don't want our hearts to break
In two, so it's better to be fake
Can't risk losing in love again, babe
This is how to be a heartbreaker
Boys they like a little danger
We'll get him falling for a stranger, a player
Singing I lo-lo-love you
How to be a heartbreaker
Boys they like the look of danger
We'll get him falling for a stranger, a player
Singing I lo-lo-love you
Cause I lo-lo-lo-love you
At least I think I do
But baby when you're done, you gotta be the first to run
Rule number two: Just don't get attached to
Somebody you could lose
So le-let me tell you
This is how to be a heartbreaker
Boys they like a little danger
We'll get him falling for a stranger, a player
Singing I lo-lo-love you
How to be a heartbreaker
Boys they like the look of danger
We'll get him falling for a stranger, a player
Singing I lo-lo-love you
At least I think I do
Cause I lo-lo-lo-love you
Rule number three: Wear your heart on your cheek
But never on your sleeve, unless you wanna taste defeat
Rule number four: Gotta be looking pure
Kiss him goodbye at the door and leave him wanting more, more
This is how to be a heartbreaker
Boys they like a little danger
We'll get him falling for a stranger, a player
Singing I lo-lo-love you
How to be a heartbreaker
Boys they like the look of danger
We'll get him falling for a stranger, a player
Singing I lo-lo-love you
At least I think I do
Cause I lo-lo-lo-love you
Girls, we do whatever it will take
Cause girls don't want, we don't want our hearts to break
In two, so it's better to be fake
Can't risk losing in love again, babe
This is how to be a heartbreaker
Boys they like a little danger
We'll get him falling for a stranger, a player
Singing I lo-lo-love you
How to be a heartbreaker
Boys they like the look of danger
We'll get him falling for a stranger, a player
Singing I lo-lo-love you
Cause I lo-lo-lo-love you
At least I think I do
Castle on the hill - Ed Sheeran
When I was six years old I broke my leg
I was running from my brother and his friends
And tasted the sweet perfume of the mountain grass as I rolled down
I was younger then
Take me back to when
I found my heart and broke it here
Made friends and lost them through the years
And I've not seen the roaring fields in so long
I know I've grown
I can't wait to go home
I'm on my way
Driving at 90 down those country lanes
Singing to "Tiny Dancer"
And I miss the way
You make me feel
And it's real
We watched the sunset over the castle on the hill
Fifteen years old and smoking handrolled cigarettes
Running from the law through the backfields and getting drunk with my friends
Had my first kiss on a friday night
I don't reckon that I did it right
I was younger then
Take me back to when
We found weekend jobs, when we got paid
We'd buy cheap spirits and drink them straight
Me and my friends have not thrown up in so long
Oh, how we've grown
But I can't wait to go home
I'm on my way
Driving at 90 down those country lanes
Singing to "Tiny Dancer"
And I miss the way
You make me feel
And it's real
We watched the sunset over the castle on the hill
Over the castle on the hill
Over the castle on the hill
One friend left to sell clothes
One works down by the coast
One had two kids but lives alone
One's brother overdosed
One's already on his second wife
One's just barely getting by
But these people raised me
And I can't wait to go home
And I'm on my way
I still remember these old country lanes
When we did not know the answers
And I miss the way
You make me feel
It's real
We watched the sunset over the castle on the hill
Over the castle on the hill
Over the castle on the hill
I was running from my brother and his friends
And tasted the sweet perfume of the mountain grass as I rolled down
I was younger then
Take me back to when
I found my heart and broke it here
Made friends and lost them through the years
And I've not seen the roaring fields in so long
I know I've grown
I can't wait to go home
I'm on my way
Driving at 90 down those country lanes
Singing to "Tiny Dancer"
And I miss the way
You make me feel
And it's real
We watched the sunset over the castle on the hill
Fifteen years old and smoking handrolled cigarettes
Running from the law through the backfields and getting drunk with my friends
Had my first kiss on a friday night
I don't reckon that I did it right
I was younger then
Take me back to when
We found weekend jobs, when we got paid
We'd buy cheap spirits and drink them straight
Me and my friends have not thrown up in so long
Oh, how we've grown
But I can't wait to go home
I'm on my way
Driving at 90 down those country lanes
Singing to "Tiny Dancer"
And I miss the way
You make me feel
And it's real
We watched the sunset over the castle on the hill
Over the castle on the hill
Over the castle on the hill
One friend left to sell clothes
One works down by the coast
One had two kids but lives alone
One's brother overdosed
One's already on his second wife
One's just barely getting by
But these people raised me
And I can't wait to go home
And I'm on my way
I still remember these old country lanes
When we did not know the answers
And I miss the way
You make me feel
It's real
We watched the sunset over the castle on the hill
Over the castle on the hill
Over the castle on the hill
Sunday, 24 July 2016
Hate me - Blue October
I have to block out thoughts of you
So I don't lose my head
They're crawling like a cockroach
Leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape
To remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head
That make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride
A nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you
Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me
Just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me?
It is I that wanted space
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah, ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
I'm sober now for three whole months
It's one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart
Is the one thing I won't touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you
For holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself
You were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions
On things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself
When it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so fucking far away
That I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart
To leave me behind
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah, ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
And with a sad heart, I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street
For every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy
I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes crying
And I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling
"Make it go away!"
Just make a smile come back
And shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered
"How can you do this to me?"
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah, ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
For you
For you
For you
So I don't lose my head
They're crawling like a cockroach
Leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape
To remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head
That make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride
A nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you
Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me
Just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me?
It is I that wanted space
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah, ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
I'm sober now for three whole months
It's one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart
Is the one thing I won't touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you
For holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself
You were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions
On things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself
When it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so fucking far away
That I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart
To leave me behind
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah, ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
And with a sad heart, I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street
For every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy
I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes crying
And I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling
"Make it go away!"
Just make a smile come back
And shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered
"How can you do this to me?"
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah, ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
For you
For you
For you
Friday, 24 June 2016
Puppeteer - Max
You're dripping fire tonight
You're like miracle
You got me feeling so
Ah-ah-ah, hey-hey-hey-hey
Ah-ah-ah-ah, hey-hey-hey-hey
Look like the rest of my life
You're like a centrefold
I wanna make you go
Ah-ah-ah, hey-hey-hey-hey
I wanna make you go
Ah-ah-ah, hey-hey-hey-hey
Girl, you're all the rage
So can we turn the page?
Just tell me little something
Little more than just your name
I don't bite, but I heard you might
So let me feed your appetite
Where do we go from here?
Hey-hey-hey-hey
Whisper what you want in my ear
My little puppeteer
My little puppeteer
My little puppeteer
We don't need clothes to dance
We can take it slow
Or put on a show
Give them, give them what they want
Ah-ah-ah, hey-hey-hey-hey
Hey-hey-hey-hey
Girl, you're all the rage
So can we turn the page?
Tell me little something
Little more than just your name
I don't bite, but I heard you might
So let me feed your appetite
Where do we go from here?
Hey-hey-hey-hey
Whisper what you want in my ear
My little puppeteer
My little puppeteer
My little puppeteer
So won’t you pull your body close to mine
Tastes like heaven when our lips collide
And I'm hooked and I'm hooked and I’m hooked and I'm hooked
I'm strung out on you, baby
I don't bite, but I heard you might
So let me feed your appetite
My little puppeteer
My little puppeteer
My little puppeteer
My little puppet
My little puppet
My little puppeteer
You're like miracle
You got me feeling so
Ah-ah-ah, hey-hey-hey-hey
Ah-ah-ah-ah, hey-hey-hey-hey
Look like the rest of my life
You're like a centrefold
I wanna make you go
Ah-ah-ah, hey-hey-hey-hey
I wanna make you go
Ah-ah-ah, hey-hey-hey-hey
Girl, you're all the rage
So can we turn the page?
Just tell me little something
Little more than just your name
I don't bite, but I heard you might
So let me feed your appetite
Where do we go from here?
Hey-hey-hey-hey
Whisper what you want in my ear
My little puppeteer
My little puppeteer
My little puppeteer
We don't need clothes to dance
We can take it slow
Or put on a show
Give them, give them what they want
Ah-ah-ah, hey-hey-hey-hey
Hey-hey-hey-hey
Girl, you're all the rage
So can we turn the page?
Tell me little something
Little more than just your name
I don't bite, but I heard you might
So let me feed your appetite
Where do we go from here?
Hey-hey-hey-hey
Whisper what you want in my ear
My little puppeteer
My little puppeteer
My little puppeteer
So won’t you pull your body close to mine
Tastes like heaven when our lips collide
And I'm hooked and I'm hooked and I’m hooked and I'm hooked
I'm strung out on you, baby
I don't bite, but I heard you might
So let me feed your appetite
My little puppeteer
My little puppeteer
My little puppeteer
My little puppet
My little puppet
My little puppeteer
Streets of gold - Max
It's a beautiful world
There's magic in this life
And a love that never dies
Like New York City lights
The hotter we get
The brighter we shine
As we wait our turn
To watch it all burn
You'll never be alone
Forever on the streets of gold
Together we'll be on our own
We'll dance till the sky explodes
I'll love you till the end of the world
And I will protect you
And I will protect you
What a beautiful girl
Your daddy raised you right
He worked real hard to give you better than he had
And I'm lucky a guy
And I will protect you and do him right
As we make our way
Through the fire and rain
You'll never be alone
Forever on the streets of gold
Together we'll be on our own
We'll dance till the sky explodes
I'll love you till the end of the world
And I will protect you
And I will protect you
Well, ash to ashes
And I guess dust to dust
Our bodies they get weak and our engines rust
But yours was just a flower in the desert
I'll follow you into this endless night
So don't close your eyes
Never say goodbye
You'll never be alone
Forever on the streets of gold
Together we'll be on our own
We'll dance till the sky explodes
I'll love you till the end of the world
And I will protect you
And I will protect you
I will protect you
Forever
Forever
Forever on the streets of gold
There's magic in this life
And a love that never dies
Like New York City lights
The hotter we get
The brighter we shine
As we wait our turn
To watch it all burn
You'll never be alone
Forever on the streets of gold
Together we'll be on our own
We'll dance till the sky explodes
I'll love you till the end of the world
And I will protect you
And I will protect you
What a beautiful girl
Your daddy raised you right
He worked real hard to give you better than he had
And I'm lucky a guy
And I will protect you and do him right
As we make our way
Through the fire and rain
You'll never be alone
Forever on the streets of gold
Together we'll be on our own
We'll dance till the sky explodes
I'll love you till the end of the world
And I will protect you
And I will protect you
Well, ash to ashes
And I guess dust to dust
Our bodies they get weak and our engines rust
But yours was just a flower in the desert
I'll follow you into this endless night
So don't close your eyes
Never say goodbye
You'll never be alone
Forever on the streets of gold
Together we'll be on our own
We'll dance till the sky explodes
I'll love you till the end of the world
And I will protect you
And I will protect you
I will protect you
Forever
Forever
Forever on the streets of gold
Darling - Max
Walked into a room with unfamiliar faces
Yet yours caught my eye
Love at first sight is so cliché
But you took my breath away
Darling, darling, will we meet again?
Will we meet again?
Coffee cups in the rain falling on the ceiling
How these things happen so fast? No, no
One moment we're meeting, the next our lips are dancing
One night with you and I forget my past
Darling, darling, will we meet again?
Will we meet again?
Darling, I know you're a million footsteps away
But maybe someday
I can take all those footsteps and pray that I can run to you
Run to you anyway
Darling, darling, will we meet again?
Will we meet again?
Yet yours caught my eye
Love at first sight is so cliché
But you took my breath away
Darling, darling, will we meet again?
Will we meet again?
Coffee cups in the rain falling on the ceiling
How these things happen so fast? No, no
One moment we're meeting, the next our lips are dancing
One night with you and I forget my past
Darling, darling, will we meet again?
Will we meet again?
Darling, I know you're a million footsteps away
But maybe someday
I can take all those footsteps and pray that I can run to you
Run to you anyway
Darling, darling, will we meet again?
Will we meet again?
Tuesday, 31 May 2016
I hate u, I love u - Gnash feat. Olivia O'Brien
Feeling used
But I'm still missing you
And I can't see the end of this
Just wanna feel your kiss against my lips
And now all this time is passing by
But I still can't seem to tell you why
It hurts me every time I see you
Realise how much I need you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to, but I can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her
I miss you when I can't sleep
Or right after coffee
Or right when I can't eat
I miss you in my front seat
Still got sand in my sweaters
From nights we don't remember
Do you miss me like I miss you?
Fucked around and got attached to you
Friends can break your heart too
And I'm always tired, but never of you
If I pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that shit
I put this real out, but you wouldn't bite that shit
I type a text, but then I never mind that shit
I got these feelings, but you never mind that shit
Oh, keep it on the low
You're still in love with me, but your friends don't know
If you wanted me you would just say so
And if I were you, I would never let me go
I don't mean no harm
I just miss you on my arm
Wedding bells were just alarms
Caution tape around my heart
You ever wonder what we coulda been?
You said you wouldn't and you fucking did
Lie to me, lie with me, get your fucking fix
Now all my drinks and all my feelings are all fucking mixed
Always missing people that I shouldn't be missing
Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance
I know that I control my thoughts, and I should stop reminiscing
But I learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings
When love and trust are gone
I guess this is moving on
Everyone I do right does me wrong
So every lonely night, I sing this song
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to, but I can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her
All alone I watch you watch her
Like she's the only girl you've ever seen
You don't care, you never did
You don't give a damn about me
Yeah, all alone I watch you watch her
She's the only thing you've ever seen
How is it you never notice
That you are slowly killing me
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to, but I can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her
But I'm still missing you
And I can't see the end of this
Just wanna feel your kiss against my lips
And now all this time is passing by
But I still can't seem to tell you why
It hurts me every time I see you
Realise how much I need you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to, but I can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her
I miss you when I can't sleep
Or right after coffee
Or right when I can't eat
I miss you in my front seat
Still got sand in my sweaters
From nights we don't remember
Do you miss me like I miss you?
Fucked around and got attached to you
Friends can break your heart too
And I'm always tired, but never of you
If I pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that shit
I put this real out, but you wouldn't bite that shit
I type a text, but then I never mind that shit
I got these feelings, but you never mind that shit
Oh, keep it on the low
You're still in love with me, but your friends don't know
If you wanted me you would just say so
And if I were you, I would never let me go
I don't mean no harm
I just miss you on my arm
Wedding bells were just alarms
Caution tape around my heart
You ever wonder what we coulda been?
You said you wouldn't and you fucking did
Lie to me, lie with me, get your fucking fix
Now all my drinks and all my feelings are all fucking mixed
Always missing people that I shouldn't be missing
Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance
I know that I control my thoughts, and I should stop reminiscing
But I learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings
When love and trust are gone
I guess this is moving on
Everyone I do right does me wrong
So every lonely night, I sing this song
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to, but I can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her
All alone I watch you watch her
Like she's the only girl you've ever seen
You don't care, you never did
You don't give a damn about me
Yeah, all alone I watch you watch her
She's the only thing you've ever seen
How is it you never notice
That you are slowly killing me
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to, but I can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her
Sunday, 29 May 2016
Jump - Astrid S
If I fell with no one around
Would it even make a sound?
Cause I can't even make one now
And I get these thoughts in my head
But I wouldn't do it anyway
Or at least that's what I say
Til I'm right on the edge
I take a look at the bottom
And I know it will hurt hitting ground
But I don't think that I'd mind the falling
Would anyone know?
Is there anyone watching?
I'm getting crazy ideas in my head
And I don't think I'm able to stop them
Jump
When the water rushes in
I feel it filling up my lungs
I'm in the calm before the storm
When I dive, feel the wind in my hair
Nobody can talk me down
I'm really gonna do it now
I'm standing right on the edge
Looking down at the bottom
And I know it will hurt hitting ground
But I don't think that I'd mind the falling
Would anyone know? (Would anyone know?)
Is there anyone watching? (Is there anyone watching?)
I'm getting crazy ideas in my head
And I'm not even trying to stop them
Jump
I'm standing right on the edge
Looking down at the bottom
And I know it will hurt hitting ground
But I don't think that I'd mind the falling
Would anyone know?
Is there anyone watching?
I'm getting crazy ideas in my head
And I'm not even trying to stop them
Jump
Would it even make a sound?
Cause I can't even make one now
And I get these thoughts in my head
But I wouldn't do it anyway
Or at least that's what I say
Til I'm right on the edge
I take a look at the bottom
And I know it will hurt hitting ground
But I don't think that I'd mind the falling
Would anyone know?
Is there anyone watching?
I'm getting crazy ideas in my head
And I don't think I'm able to stop them
Jump
When the water rushes in
I feel it filling up my lungs
I'm in the calm before the storm
When I dive, feel the wind in my hair
Nobody can talk me down
I'm really gonna do it now
I'm standing right on the edge
Looking down at the bottom
And I know it will hurt hitting ground
But I don't think that I'd mind the falling
Would anyone know? (Would anyone know?)
Is there anyone watching? (Is there anyone watching?)
I'm getting crazy ideas in my head
And I'm not even trying to stop them
Jump
I'm standing right on the edge
Looking down at the bottom
And I know it will hurt hitting ground
But I don't think that I'd mind the falling
Would anyone know?
Is there anyone watching?
I'm getting crazy ideas in my head
And I'm not even trying to stop them
Jump
Paper thin - Astrid S
My heart feels like the sharpest razor blade
I really hope this won't give me away
Cause I've been drowning here for days
Like a watercolour about to fade
Every inch of me is there to trace
No secrets left here on my page
Underneath my skin, I see a change
Blood races right up to my face
Bursting out, no, I can't take it
You really wore me down
Read my mind just like I'm naked
There's no hiding now
I'm paper thin, paper thin
Paper thin, paper thin
(Paper thin)
You make me feel like a piece of art
Hanging on your wall, just like my heart
Making shadows even in the dark
I'm see-through but I won't fall apart
Bursting out, no, I can't take it
You really wore me down
Read my mind just like I'm naked
There's no hiding now
I'm paper thin, paper thin
Paper thin, paper thin
Paper thin, paper thin
Paper thin
Slowly you've been wearing me down
Pulling up my roots from the ground
The way I feel's so obvious now
Cause I'm paper thin in love with you now
I'm bursting out, no, I can't take it
You really wore me down
Read my mind just like I'm naked
There's no hiding now
I'm paper thin, paper thin
Paper thin, paper thin
Paper thin, paper thin
Paper thin
I really hope this won't give me away
Cause I've been drowning here for days
Like a watercolour about to fade
Every inch of me is there to trace
No secrets left here on my page
Underneath my skin, I see a change
Blood races right up to my face
Bursting out, no, I can't take it
You really wore me down
Read my mind just like I'm naked
There's no hiding now
I'm paper thin, paper thin
Paper thin, paper thin
(Paper thin)
You make me feel like a piece of art
Hanging on your wall, just like my heart
Making shadows even in the dark
I'm see-through but I won't fall apart
Bursting out, no, I can't take it
You really wore me down
Read my mind just like I'm naked
There's no hiding now
I'm paper thin, paper thin
Paper thin, paper thin
Paper thin, paper thin
Paper thin
Slowly you've been wearing me down
Pulling up my roots from the ground
The way I feel's so obvious now
Cause I'm paper thin in love with you now
I'm bursting out, no, I can't take it
You really wore me down
Read my mind just like I'm naked
There's no hiding now
I'm paper thin, paper thin
Paper thin, paper thin
Paper thin, paper thin
Paper thin
I don't wanna know - Astrid S
Try to tune out the sunday quiet
Thinking a drink will ease your mind
The bloody mary tastes like what you gave away
The minute you lay your head to rest
And you start to feel it in your chest
You're having second thoughts and you just wanna talk
But I'm doing everything I can to just get over you
So when you clear your throat and reach out for your phone
Think I know exactly what you wanna say but don't
Cause I don't wanna know
I don't wanna know
Can't say I want you to be sad
But I didn't think you'd move so fast
And I can't look at you holding someone new
Thinking about it only hurts
Cause I know you use my tricks on her
But could you please not go to every place I showed you
I'm still doing everything I can to just get over you
And when I hear your name, I have to walk away
Cause I'm just so scared of hearing what they're gonna say
I don't wanna know
I don't wanna know
I don't wanna know
I don't wanna know
It's not easy to stay busy
Long days and late nights can't keep you off my mind
But are you feeling the same?
The minute I lay my head to rest
I start to feel it in my chest
I'm having second thoughts, but I don't wanna talk
Cause I don't wanna know
Thinking a drink will ease your mind
The bloody mary tastes like what you gave away
The minute you lay your head to rest
And you start to feel it in your chest
You're having second thoughts and you just wanna talk
But I'm doing everything I can to just get over you
So when you clear your throat and reach out for your phone
Think I know exactly what you wanna say but don't
Cause I don't wanna know
I don't wanna know
Can't say I want you to be sad
But I didn't think you'd move so fast
And I can't look at you holding someone new
Thinking about it only hurts
Cause I know you use my tricks on her
But could you please not go to every place I showed you
I'm still doing everything I can to just get over you
And when I hear your name, I have to walk away
Cause I'm just so scared of hearing what they're gonna say
I don't wanna know
I don't wanna know
I don't wanna know
I don't wanna know
It's not easy to stay busy
Long days and late nights can't keep you off my mind
But are you feeling the same?
The minute I lay my head to rest
I start to feel it in my chest
I'm having second thoughts, but I don't wanna talk
Cause I don't wanna know
Hurts so good - Astrid S
You're fighting me off like a firefighter
So tell me why you still get burned
You say you're not, but you're still a liar
Cause I'm the one that you run to first
Every time, yeah, why do you try to deny it?
When you show up every night
And tell me that you want me
But it's complicated, so complicated
When it hurts, but it hurts so good
Do you take it?
Do you break it off?
When it hurts, but it hurts so good
Can you say it?
Can you say it?
Your love is like
Your love is like
It hurts so good
Your love is like
It hurts so good
Every time that I swear it's over
It makes you want me even more
You pull away and I come in closer
And all we ever stay is torn
Baby, I don't know why I try to deny it
When you show up every night
I tell you that I want you
But it's complicated, so complicated
When it hurts, but it hurts so good
Do you take it?
Do you break it off
When it hurts, but it hurts so good
Can you say it?
Can you say it?
Your love is like
Your love is like
It hurts so good
Your love is like
It hurts so good
Wide awake through the daylight
Will you hold me like we're running a yellow light?
Reach for you with my hands tied
Are we dancing like we're burning in paradise?
When it hurts, but it hurts so good
Do you take it?
Do you break it off
When it hurts, but it hurts so good
Can you say it?
Can you say it?
Your love is like
Your love is like
It hurts so good
Your love is like
It hurts so good
So tell me why you still get burned
You say you're not, but you're still a liar
Cause I'm the one that you run to first
Every time, yeah, why do you try to deny it?
When you show up every night
And tell me that you want me
But it's complicated, so complicated
When it hurts, but it hurts so good
Do you take it?
Do you break it off?
When it hurts, but it hurts so good
Can you say it?
Can you say it?
Your love is like
Your love is like
It hurts so good
Your love is like
It hurts so good
Every time that I swear it's over
It makes you want me even more
You pull away and I come in closer
And all we ever stay is torn
Baby, I don't know why I try to deny it
When you show up every night
I tell you that I want you
But it's complicated, so complicated
When it hurts, but it hurts so good
Do you take it?
Do you break it off
When it hurts, but it hurts so good
Can you say it?
Can you say it?
Your love is like
Your love is like
It hurts so good
Your love is like
It hurts so good
Wide awake through the daylight
Will you hold me like we're running a yellow light?
Reach for you with my hands tied
Are we dancing like we're burning in paradise?
When it hurts, but it hurts so good
Do you take it?
Do you break it off
When it hurts, but it hurts so good
Can you say it?
Can you say it?
Your love is like
Your love is like
It hurts so good
Your love is like
It hurts so good
Atic - Astrid S
Say you need your space
I can read your face
When it gets cloudy
Just come and find me
Take you to a place
I won't leave a trace
We can be safe here
Middle of nowhere
I know where you run
I know where you run, run to
Let me be the one
Let me be the one
Show you how it's done
Crash into the sun
I know where you run
I know where you run, run to
Let me be the one
Let me be the one
Show you how it's done
Cause we're staying
Louder, wilder, harder
I'mma make you feel
I'mma make you feel
Deeper, bolder, stronger
I'mma make you feel
Show you something real
We could take a plane
Right to outer space
One with the stars now
Yeah, we are far out
When I'm with you I'm dizzy
Can't stop my head from spinning
Everything's gone
You make me feel like water
Go with the flow and further
We're not growing up
Louder, wilder, harder
I'mma make you feel
I'mma make you feel
Deeper, bolder, stronger
I'mma make you feel
Show you something real
I know where you run
I know where you run, run to
Let me be the one
Let me be the one
Show you how it's done
Crash into the sun
I know where you run
I know where you run, run to
Let me be the one
Let me be the one
Show you how it's done
Cause we're staying
Louder, wilder, harder
I'mma make you feel
I'mma make you feel
Deeper, bolder, stronger
I'mma make you feel
Show you something real
I can read your face
When it gets cloudy
Just come and find me
Take you to a place
I won't leave a trace
We can be safe here
Middle of nowhere
I know where you run
I know where you run, run to
Let me be the one
Let me be the one
Show you how it's done
Crash into the sun
I know where you run
I know where you run, run to
Let me be the one
Let me be the one
Show you how it's done
Cause we're staying
Louder, wilder, harder
I'mma make you feel
I'mma make you feel
Deeper, bolder, stronger
I'mma make you feel
Show you something real
We could take a plane
Right to outer space
One with the stars now
Yeah, we are far out
When I'm with you I'm dizzy
Can't stop my head from spinning
Everything's gone
You make me feel like water
Go with the flow and further
We're not growing up
Louder, wilder, harder
I'mma make you feel
I'mma make you feel
Deeper, bolder, stronger
I'mma make you feel
Show you something real
I know where you run
I know where you run, run to
Let me be the one
Let me be the one
Show you how it's done
Crash into the sun
I know where you run
I know where you run, run to
Let me be the one
Let me be the one
Show you how it's done
Cause we're staying
Louder, wilder, harder
I'mma make you feel
I'mma make you feel
Deeper, bolder, stronger
I'mma make you feel
Show you something real
No maker made me - IAMX
And the magic light that appears to shine
Is not the light of benevolent design
So no maker made me
Everything I believed has died so silently
Now I live on a wire chasing shadows
While my mind is tired
But my heart's too stubborn to let go
And no maker made me
I will never be hijacked by the fairytale
We can always just fuck away our sorrows
Mouth to mouth we thrive
We've got everything we need to survive
And the magic light that appears to shine
Is not the light of benevolent design
No maker made me
No maker made me
No maker made me
No maker made me
And the magic light that appears to shine
Is not the light of benevolent design
No maker made me
No maker made me
No maker made me
No maker made me
You fucking sinner
You fucking sinner
You fucking sinner
You fucking sinner
You fucking sinner
You fucking sinner
You fucking sinner
You fucking sinner
No maker made me
(You fucking sinner)
(You fucking sinner)
No maker made me
(You fucking sinner)
(You fucking sinner)
No maker made me
No maker made me
Is not the light of benevolent design
So no maker made me
Everything I believed has died so silently
Now I live on a wire chasing shadows
While my mind is tired
But my heart's too stubborn to let go
And no maker made me
I will never be hijacked by the fairytale
We can always just fuck away our sorrows
Mouth to mouth we thrive
We've got everything we need to survive
And the magic light that appears to shine
Is not the light of benevolent design
No maker made me
No maker made me
No maker made me
No maker made me
And the magic light that appears to shine
Is not the light of benevolent design
No maker made me
No maker made me
No maker made me
No maker made me
You fucking sinner
You fucking sinner
You fucking sinner
You fucking sinner
You fucking sinner
You fucking sinner
You fucking sinner
You fucking sinner
No maker made me
(You fucking sinner)
(You fucking sinner)
No maker made me
(You fucking sinner)
(You fucking sinner)
No maker made me
No maker made me
Unsteady - X Ambassadors
Hold, hold on, hold onto me
Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady
Hold, hold on, hold onto me
Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady
Mama, come here
Approach, appear
Daddy, I'm alone
Cause this house don't feel like home
If you love me, don't let go
Whoa, if you love me, don't let go
Hold, hold on, hold onto me
Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady
Hold, hold on, hold onto me
Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady
Mother, I know
That you're tired of being alone
Dad, I know you're trying
To fight when you feel like flying
But if you love me, don't let go
Whoa, if you love me, don't let go
Hold, hold on, hold onto me
Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady
Hold, hold on, hold onto me
Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady
Hold, hold on, hold onto me
Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady
Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady
Hold, hold on, hold onto me
Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady
Mama, come here
Approach, appear
Daddy, I'm alone
Cause this house don't feel like home
If you love me, don't let go
Whoa, if you love me, don't let go
Hold, hold on, hold onto me
Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady
Hold, hold on, hold onto me
Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady
Mother, I know
That you're tired of being alone
Dad, I know you're trying
To fight when you feel like flying
But if you love me, don't let go
Whoa, if you love me, don't let go
Hold, hold on, hold onto me
Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady
Hold, hold on, hold onto me
Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady
Hold, hold on, hold onto me
Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady
Renegades - X Ambassadors
Run away with me
Lost souls and reverie
Running wild and running free
Two kids, you and me
And I say
Hey, hey-hey-hey
Living like we're renegades
Hey-hey-hey
Hey-hey-hey
Living like we're renegades
Renegades
Renegades
Long live the pioneers
Rebels and mutineers
Go forth and have no fear
Come close the end is near
And I say
Hey, hey-hey-hey
Living like we're renegades
Hey-hey-hey
Hey-hey-hey
Living like we're renegades
Renegades
Renegades
So all hail the underdogs
All hail the new kids
All hail the outlaws
Spielberg's and Kubrick's
It's our time to make a move
It's our time to make amends
It's our time to break the rules
Let's begin
And I say
Hey, hey-hey-hey
Living like we're renegades
Hey-hey-hey
Hey-hey-hey
Leaving like we're renegades
Renegades
Renegades
Lost souls and reverie
Running wild and running free
Two kids, you and me
And I say
Hey, hey-hey-hey
Living like we're renegades
Hey-hey-hey
Hey-hey-hey
Living like we're renegades
Renegades
Renegades
Long live the pioneers
Rebels and mutineers
Go forth and have no fear
Come close the end is near
And I say
Hey, hey-hey-hey
Living like we're renegades
Hey-hey-hey
Hey-hey-hey
Living like we're renegades
Renegades
Renegades
So all hail the underdogs
All hail the new kids
All hail the outlaws
Spielberg's and Kubrick's
It's our time to make a move
It's our time to make amends
It's our time to break the rules
Let's begin
And I say
Hey, hey-hey-hey
Living like we're renegades
Hey-hey-hey
Hey-hey-hey
Leaving like we're renegades
Renegades
Renegades
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