I hate u, I love u - Gnash feat. Olivia O'Brien

Feeling used
But I'm still missing you
And I can't see the end of this
Just wanna feel your kiss against my lips
And now all this time is passing by
But I still can't seem to tell you why
It hurts me every time I see you
Realise how much I need you

I hate you, I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to, but I can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her

I miss you when I can't sleep
Or right after coffee
Or right when I can't eat
I miss you in my front seat
Still got sand in my sweaters
From nights we don't remember
Do you miss me like I miss you?
Fucked around and got attached to you
Friends can break your heart too
And I'm always tired, but never of you
If I pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that shit
I put this real out, but you wouldn't bite that shit
I type a text, but then I never mind that shit
I got these feelings, but you never mind that shit
Oh, keep it on the low
You're still in love with me, but your friends don't know
If you wanted me you would just say so
And if I were you, I would never let me go
I don't mean no harm
I just miss you on my arm
Wedding bells were just alarms
Caution tape around my heart

You ever wonder what we coulda been?
You said you wouldn't and you fucking did
Lie to me, lie with me, get your fucking fix
Now all my drinks and all my feelings are all fucking mixed
Always missing people that I shouldn't be missing
Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance
I know that I control my thoughts, and I should stop reminiscing
But I learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings
When love and trust are gone
I guess this is moving on
Everyone I do right does me wrong
So every lonely night, I sing this song

I hate you, I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to, but I can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her

All alone I watch you watch her
Like she's the only girl you've ever seen
You don't care, you never did
You don't give a damn about me
Yeah, all alone I watch you watch her
She's the only thing you've ever seen
How is it you never notice
That you are slowly killing me

I hate you, I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to, but I can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her

Jump - Astrid S

If I fell with no one around
Would it even make a sound?
Cause I can't even make one now
And I get these thoughts in my head
But I wouldn't do it anyway
Or at least that's what I say

Til I'm right on the edge
I take a look at the bottom
And I know it will hurt hitting ground
But I don't think that I'd mind the falling
Would anyone know?
Is there anyone watching?
I'm getting crazy ideas in my head
And I don't think I'm able to stop them
Jump

When the water rushes in
I feel it filling up my lungs
I'm in the calm before the storm
When I dive, feel the wind in my hair
Nobody can talk me down
I'm really gonna do it now

I'm standing right on the edge
Looking down at the bottom
And I know it will hurt hitting ground
But I don't think that I'd mind the falling
Would anyone know? (Would anyone know?)
Is there anyone watching? (Is there anyone watching?)
I'm getting crazy ideas in my head
And I'm not even trying to stop them
Jump

I'm standing right on the edge
Looking down at the bottom
And I know it will hurt hitting ground
But I don't think that I'd mind the falling
Would anyone know?
Is there anyone watching?
I'm getting crazy ideas in my head
And I'm not even trying to stop them
Jump

Paper thin - Astrid S

My heart feels like the sharpest razor blade
I really hope this won't give me away
Cause I've been drowning here for days
Like a watercolour about to fade
Every inch of me is there to trace
No secrets left here on my page
Underneath my skin, I see a change
Blood races right up to my face

Bursting out, no, I can't take it
You really wore me down
Read my mind just like I'm naked
There's no hiding now
I'm paper thin, paper thin
Paper thin, paper thin
(Paper thin)

You make me feel like a piece of art
Hanging on your wall, just like my heart
Making shadows even in the dark
I'm see-through but I won't fall apart

Bursting out, no, I can't take it
You really wore me down
Read my mind just like I'm naked
There's no hiding now
I'm paper thin, paper thin
Paper thin, paper thin
Paper thin, paper thin
Paper thin

Slowly you've been wearing me down
Pulling up my roots from the ground
The way I feel's so obvious now
Cause I'm paper thin in love with you now

I'm bursting out, no, I can't take it
You really wore me down
Read my mind just like I'm naked
There's no hiding now
I'm paper thin, paper thin
Paper thin, paper thin
Paper thin, paper thin
Paper thin

I don't wanna know - Astrid S

Try to tune out the sunday quiet
Thinking a drink will ease your mind
The bloody mary tastes like what you gave away
The minute you lay your head to rest
And you start to feel it in your chest
You're having second thoughts and you just wanna talk
But I'm doing everything I can to just get over you
So when you clear your throat and reach out for your phone
Think I know exactly what you wanna say but don't

Cause I don't wanna know
I don't wanna know

Can't say I want you to be sad
But I didn't think you'd move so fast
And I can't look at you holding someone new
Thinking about it only hurts
Cause I know you use my tricks on her
But could you please not go to every place I showed you
I'm still doing everything I can to just get over you
And when I hear your name, I have to walk away
Cause I'm just so scared of hearing what they're gonna say

I don't wanna know
I don't wanna know
I don't wanna know
I don't wanna know

It's not easy to stay busy
Long days and late nights can't keep you off my mind
But are you feeling the same?

The minute I lay my head to rest
I start to feel it in my chest
I'm having second thoughts, but I don't wanna talk
Cause I don't wanna know

Hurts so good - Astrid S

You're fighting me off like a firefighter
So tell me why you still get burned
You say you're not, but you're still a liar
Cause I'm the one that you run to first

Every time, yeah, why do you try to deny it?
When you show up every night
And tell me that you want me
But it's complicated, so complicated

When it hurts, but it hurts so good
Do you take it?
Do you break it off?
When it hurts, but it hurts so good
Can you say it?
Can you say it?
Your love is like
Your love is like
It hurts so good
Your love is like
It hurts so good

Every time that I swear it's over
It makes you want me even more
You pull away and I come in closer
And all we ever stay is torn

Baby, I don't know why I try to deny it
When you show up every night
I tell you that I want you
But it's complicated, so complicated

When it hurts, but it hurts so good
Do you take it?
Do you break it off
When it hurts, but it hurts so good
Can you say it?
Can you say it?
Your love is like
Your love is like
It hurts so good
Your love is like
It hurts so good

Wide awake through the daylight
Will you hold me like we're running a yellow light?
Reach for you with my hands tied
Are we dancing like we're burning in paradise?

When it hurts, but it hurts so good
Do you take it?
Do you break it off
When it hurts, but it hurts so good
Can you say it?
Can you say it?
Your love is like
Your love is like
It hurts so good
Your love is like
It hurts so good

Atic - Astrid S

Say you need your space
I can read your face
When it gets cloudy
Just come and find me
Take you to a place
I won't leave a trace
We can be safe here
Middle of nowhere

I know where you run
I know where you run, run to
Let me be the one
Let me be the one
Show you how it's done
Crash into the sun

I know where you run
I know where you run, run to
Let me be the one
Let me be the one
Show you how it's done
Cause we're staying

Louder, wilder, harder
I'mma make you feel
I'mma make you feel
Deeper, bolder, stronger
I'mma make you feel
Show you something real

We could take a plane
Right to outer space
One with the stars now
Yeah, we are far out

When I'm with you I'm dizzy
Can't stop my head from spinning
Everything's gone
You make me feel like water
Go with the flow and further
We're not growing up

Louder, wilder, harder
I'mma make you feel
I'mma make you feel
Deeper, bolder, stronger
I'mma make you feel
Show you something real

I know where you run
I know where you run, run to
Let me be the one
Let me be the one
Show you how it's done
Crash into the sun

I know where you run
I know where you run, run to
Let me be the one
Let me be the one
Show you how it's done
Cause we're staying

Louder, wilder, harder
I'mma make you feel
I'mma make you feel
Deeper, bolder, stronger
I'mma make you feel
Show you something real

No maker made me - IAMX

And the magic light that appears to shine
Is not the light of benevolent design

So no maker made me
Everything I believed has died so silently
Now I live on a wire chasing shadows
While my mind is tired
But my heart's too stubborn to let go

And no maker made me
I will never be hijacked by the fairytale
We can always just fuck away our sorrows
Mouth to mouth we thrive
We've got everything we need to survive

And the magic light that appears to shine
Is not the light of benevolent design

No maker made me
No maker made me
No maker made me
No maker made me

And the magic light that appears to shine
Is not the light of benevolent design

No maker made me
No maker made me
No maker made me
No maker made me

You fucking sinner
You fucking sinner
You fucking sinner
You fucking sinner
You fucking sinner
You fucking sinner
You fucking sinner
You fucking sinner

No maker made me
(You fucking sinner)
(You fucking sinner)
No maker made me
(You fucking sinner)
(You fucking sinner)
No maker made me
No maker made me

Unsteady - X Ambassadors

Hold, hold on, hold onto me
Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady
Hold, hold on, hold onto me
Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady

Mama, come here
Approach, appear
Daddy, I'm alone
Cause this house don't feel like home

If you love me, don't let go
Whoa, if you love me, don't let go

Hold, hold on, hold onto me
Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady
Hold, hold on, hold onto me
Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady

Mother, I know
That you're tired of being alone
Dad, I know you're trying
To fight when you feel like flying

But if you love me, don't let go
Whoa, if you love me, don't let go

Hold, hold on, hold onto me
Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady
Hold, hold on, hold onto me
Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady

Hold, hold on, hold onto me
Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady

Renegades - X Ambassadors

Run away with me
Lost souls and reverie
Running wild and running free
Two kids, you and me

And I say
Hey, hey-hey-hey
Living like we're renegades
Hey-hey-hey
Hey-hey-hey
Living like we're renegades
Renegades
Renegades

Long live the pioneers
Rebels and mutineers
Go forth and have no fear
Come close the end is near

And I say
Hey, hey-hey-hey
Living like we're renegades
Hey-hey-hey
Hey-hey-hey
Living like we're renegades
Renegades
Renegades

So all hail the underdogs
All hail the new kids
All hail the outlaws
Spielberg's and Kubrick's

It's our time to make a move
It's our time to make amends
It's our time to break the rules
Let's begin

And I say
Hey, hey-hey-hey
Living like we're renegades
Hey-hey-hey
Hey-hey-hey
Leaving like we're renegades
Renegades
Renegades

Toxic (cover) - Astrid S

Baby, can't you see
I'm calling
A guy like you should wear a warning
Dangerous
I'm falling

There's no escape
I can't wait
I need a hit
Baby, give me it
Dangerous
I'm loving it

Too high
Can't come down
Losing my head
Spinning round and round
Do you feel me now?

With the taste of your lips
I'm on a ride
You're toxic and I'm slipping under
Taste of a poison paradise
I'm addicted to you
Don't you know that you're toxic?

Intoxicate me now
With your loving now
I think I'm ready now
I think I'm ready now

Intoxicate me now
With your loving now
I think I'm ready now

With the taste of your lips
I'm on a ride
You're toxic and I'm slipping under
With a taste of a poison paradise
I'm addicted to you
Don't you know that you're toxic?

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Insomnia - IAMX

The day is incomplete
The thoughts of total defeat
I don't know what is happening to me
Or if I'll die, cause I just never sleep

You awoke into my night
You could see the madness in my eyes

I've lost control, please save me from myself
I've lost control, please save me from myself

My conscience begs for time
Cause you can't fight the clock
Ticking inside
I'm just a bigger baby me
Acting smart, oh, what irony

Where will I end up tonight?
Getting fucked or frying my mind?

I've lost control, please save me from myself
I've lost control, please save me from myself

Calm me down with your caress
I'll get off while I watch you undress
Maybe the sex will help me to forget
A precious, transient schizophrenic bliss

Oh, my god, you're beautiful
Why do you stay with this neurotic fool?

I've lost control, please save me from myself
I've lost control, please save me from myself
I've lost control, please save me from myself
I've lost control, please save me from myself

Bohemian rhapsody - Queen

Is this the real life?
Is this just fantasy?
Caught in a landslide
No escape from reality
Open your eyes
Look up to the skies and see
I'm just a poor boy, I need no sympathy
Because I'm easy come, easy go
A little high, little low
Anyway the wind blows, doesn't really matter to me, to me

Mama, just killed a man
Put a gun against his head
Pulled my trigger, now he's dead
Mama, life had just begun
But now I've gone and thrown it all away
Mama, didn't mean to make you cry
If I'm not back again this time tomorrow
Carry on, carry on, as if nothing really matters

Too late, my time has come
Sends shivers down my spine
Body's aching all the time
Goodbye everybody, I've got to go
Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth
Mama (anyway the wind blows)
I don't want to die
I sometimes wish I'd never been born at all

I see a little silhouetto of a man
Scaramouch, Scaramouch, will you do the fandango
Thunderbolt and lightning very, very frightening me
Gallileo, Gallileo
Gallileo, Gallileo
Gallileo Figaro – magnifico

But I'm just a poor boy and nobody loves me
He's just a poor boy from a poor family
Spare him his life from this monstrosity
Easy come, easy go, will you let me go?
Bismillah! No we will not let you go – Let him go
Bismillah! We will not let you go – Let him go
Bismillah! We will not let you go – Let me go
Will not let you go – Let me go (never)
Never let you go – Let me go
Never let me go
No, no, no, no, no, no, no
Oh mama mia, mama mia, mama mia let me go
Beelzebub has a devil put aside for me
For me
For me

So you think you can stop me and spit in my eye
So you think you can love me and leave me to die
Oh baby, can't do this to me baby
Just gotta get out, just gotta get right outta here

Nothing really matters
Anyone can see
Nothing really matters, nothing really matters to me

Anyway the wind blows

Coffins - MisterWives

I gave my hand for you to hold
I gave my love that you went and sold
Exchanged our song for another
Can't blame this dead flame that once glowed like no other

How do you soften the thought of carrying coffins?
We were so alive, only to see us wither and die

You said you'd stand even if this would all fall
Your yearning, yielded, when you hit the wall
I shook your ears, tried to make you hear my call
But your were long gone, no hope in a sunless dawn

How do you soften the thought of carrying coffins?
We were so alive, only to see us wither and die
Why must soil run dry?

And I never ever thought I'd hear these words be said
Now I lay here in an unmade bed
Empty stomachs unable to be fed
Your ego swallowed you and from there you fled

So far away, could not find your way back
Walked down the path where feet slipped through the cracks
Where feet slipped through the cracks
Could not find your way back
Where feet slipped through the cracks
Could not find your way back

How do you soften the thought of carrying coffins?
We were so alive, only to see us wither and die
Why must soil run dry?

'Til it happens to you - Lady Gaga

You tell me it gets better
It gets better in time
You say I'll pull myself together
Pull it together
You'll be fine

Tell me, what the hell do you know?
What do you know?
Tell me how the hell could you know?
How could you know?

Til it happens to you, you don't know
How it feels
How it feels
Til it happens to you, you won't know
It won't be real
No, it won't be real
Won't know how it feels

You tell me hold your head up
Hold your head up and be strong
Cause when you fall, you gotta get up
You gotta get up and move on

Tell me, how the hell could you talk?
How could you talk?
Cause until you walk where I walk
It's just all talk

Til it happens to you, you don't know
How it feels
How it feels
Til it happens to you, you won't know
It won't be real
(How could you know?)
No, it won't be real
(How could you know?)
Won't know how I feel

Til your world burns and crashes
Til you're at the end, the end of your rope
Til you're standing in my shoes, I don't wanna hear nothing from you
From you, from you, cause you don't know

Til it happens to you, you don't know
How I feel
How I feel
How I feel
Til it happens to you, you won't know
It won't be real
(How could you know?)
No, it won't be real
(How could you know?)
Won't know how it feels

Til it happens to you
Happens to you
Happens to you
Happens to you
Happens to you
Happens to you
(How could you know?)

Til it happens to you
You won't know how I feel

Don't threaten me with a good time - Panic! At The Disco

Alright, alright
Alright, alright
Alright, alright
It's a hell of a feeling though
It's a hell of a feeling though
Alright, alright
It's a hell of a feeling though
It's a hell of a feeling though

Who are these people?
I just woke up in my underwear
No liquor left on the shelf
I should probably introduce myself
You should have seen what I wore
I had a cane and a party hat
I was the king of this hologram
Where there's no such thing as getting out of hand
Memories tend to just pop up
Drunk pre-meds and some rubber gloves
Five-thousand people with designer drugs
Don't think I'll ever get enough
(Don't think I'll ever get enough)

Champagne, cocaine, gasoline
And most things in between
I rode the city in a shopping cart
A pack of camels was in a smoke alarm

This night is heating up
Raise hell and turn it up
Saying, “If you go out you might pass out in a drain pipe”
Oh yeah
Don't threaten me with a good time

It's a hell of a feeling though
It's a hell of a feeling though
Alright, alright
It's a hell of a feeling though
It's a hell of a feeling though

What are these footprints?
They don't look very human-like
Now I wish that I could find my clothes
Bedsheets and a morning rose
I wanna wake up
Can't even tell if this is a dream
How did we end up in my neighbours pool
Upside-down with a perfect view?
Bought a bar at the speed of sound
Fancy feet dancing through this town
Lost my mind in a wedding gown
Don't think I'll ever get it now
(Don't think I'll ever get it now)

Champagne, cocaine, gasoline
And most things in between
I rode the city in a shopping cart
A pack of camels was in a smoke alarm

This night is heating up
Raise hell and turn it up
Saying, “If you go out you might pass out in a drain pipe”
Oh yeah
Don't threaten me with a good time

I'm a scholar and a gentleman
And I usually don't fall when I try to stand
I lost a bet to a guy in a chiffon skirt
But I make these high heels work
I told you time and time again
I'm not as think as you drunk I am
And we all fell down
When the sun came up
I think we've had enough

Alright, alright
It's hell of a feeling though
It's a hell of a feeling though
Alright, alright
It's a hell of a feeling though
It's a hell of a feeling though

Champagne, cocaine, gasoline
And most things in between
I rode the city in a shopping cart
A pack of camels was in a smoke alarm

This night is heating up
Raise hell and turn it up
Saying, “If you go out you might pass out in a drain pipe”
Oh yeah
Don't threaten me with a good time

Flowers for a ghost - Thriving Ivory

You disappear with all your good intentions
And all I am is all I could not mention
Like who will bring me flowers when it's over?
And who will give me comfort when it's cold?

She took a plane to somewhere out in space
To start a life and maybe change the world
See, I never meant for you to have to crawl
No, I never meant to let you go at all

Oh no, oh no

Don't ever say goodbye

See, my head aches from all this thinking
Feels like a ship, god, god knows I'm sinking
Wonder what you do and where it is you stay
These questions like a whirlwind, they carry me away

And I said who will bring me flowers when it's over?
And who will give me comfort when it's cold?
And who will I belong to when the day just won't give in?
And who will tell me how it ends and how it all begins?

Oh, oh no

Don't ever say goodbye

I'm only human
I said I'm only human
I'm only human
I said I’m only human
I’m only human
I said I’m only human
I’m human
I’m human

Eine Kleine (cover) - Rachie

You know I'm really truly grateful to have met somebody just like you
But life, it goes along, and from what I know, that means we'll have to part soon
Now carrying these memories which pain me with a smile
I walk away from yesterday to our fated goodbye

If I were to go through life living just to take somebody else's place
Then I would rather have been born as a pebble, living out my peaceful days
Then maybe we could then avoid misunderstandings too
And then maybe I would never have ever gotten to know you

All I ever wanted was for you to hear my thoughts, all my dreams and fears, just say them out
Yet I go and lie to you and say I'd rather not, even though you never found me out
I'm just so much weaker than you ever thought I was, than you ever would’ve wanted to believe
So why? Tell me. Tell me!

With this endless pain in my heart, tearing me apart, but also you beside me
Can't you see how happy I'd be? I'd smile and I'd say, “It was all for the best you see”
As the world in front of me melts and fades away, I only have one thing to say:
“These miracles flooding me won't make it go away
Because I can still hear your voice calling out my name”

If you’re just going to get lost and never find a place where you belong
Deep in my heart I wished you’d let someone else do that, but I knew all along
Pretending not to understand, we turned the other cheek
I’m sure one day we’ll laugh again as the cycle then repeats

All that I can do is beg as hard as I can, but the nightmares keep on haunting me
Even though I’ve seen you leave a hundred thousand times, I can only watch you disappear
I'm just so much weaker than you ever thought I was, than you ever would’ve wanted to believe
So why? Tell me. Tell me!

For the nights I won’t make it through, I spend beside you, while holding onto your hand
Telling me I will and I can, I pray every night that days like this will never end
Painting colours vivid and bright I see every time I go ahead and close my eyes
Just what should I do so everything remains the same?
Hey, is it alright if I keep calling out your name?

In the moment I was born, I wouldn’t stop screaming
Saying that I wanted to fade away and disappear
Ever since the day I stopped, I had always been searching
For the one I'd someday meet
For the you that has to leave

With this endless pain in my heart, tearing me apart, but also you beside me
Can't you see how happy I'd be? I'd smile and I'd say, “It was all for the best you see”
As the world in front of me melts and fades away, I only have one thing to say:
“These miracles flooding me won't make it go away
Because I can still hear your voice calling out my name
Hey, is it alright if I keep calling out your name?” 


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