Sunday, 13 March 2016

Ten more days - Avicii

Ten more days under water
And I already know
I'll be fine

Ten more days til it's over
Til the darkness goes
And I see the light

I'm torn between
Fulfilling my wildest dreams
To satisfy the beast inside of me

And I grounded love
That raises me high above
The grabbing hands of cowards
And of thieves

Ten more days to find my way
Ten more days til I'm awake
Ten more days til I don't have to fight

I don't need a future king
There ain't a prayer that I could sing
Ten more days and I'm gonna make it right

You see my conscience betrayed me
But, baby, I'm strong enough to take the tides
The bed it trembles beneath me
But wherever the road is rough
You know I'll rise

I'm torn between
Fulfilling my wildest dreams
To satisfy the beast inside of me

And I grounded love
That raises me high above
The grabbing hands of cowards
And of thieves

Ten more days to find my way
Ten more days til I'm awake
Ten more days til I don't have to fight

I don't need a future king
There ain't a prayer that I could sing
Ten more days and I'm gonna make it right

Saturday, 12 March 2016

Not sober - Maria Mena

It starts with a quiver
A thought provoked shiver
A fear I can't deliver
They don't need me
They don't need me

The comfort of my home
Now feels like a prison
My thoughts lacking reason
No one loves me
No one loves me

I am afraid of the dark
When I am alone with my thoughts
So here's to avoid falling apart
I'm not sober
I'm not sober
I'm not sober

I lie cause I'm shameful
My movement's weak, eyes dull
A complete loss of control
I'm a failure
I'm a failure

It's like taking a beating
Hung from the ceiling
Your fear is only your feeling
But it's painful
Why’s it painful?

I am afraid of the dark
When I am alone with my thoughts
So here's to avoid falling apart
I'm not sober
I'm not sober

I am afraid of the dark
When I am alone with my thoughts
So here's to avoid falling apart
I'm not sober
I'm not sober

It starts with a quiver
A thought provoked shiver
A fear I can't deliver
They don't need me
They don't need me

Confess - Maria Mena

You know what you did
You gave up on me long ago
But failed to let me know
I'm not over it
The fault not spread evenly
Made askew, by the one that leaves

Confess
The harder I try, the more I broke it
But you let me know too late
Confess
There’s a reason why my heart was open
You were afraid to close the gate
And you can't just stand there and wait
You have to meet me halfway

I took all the blame
I carried it willingly
The guilt almost killing me
Takes two to play this game
I need you to own up to it
That you should have called it quits

Confess
The harder I try, the more I broke it
But you let me know too late
Confess
There's a reason why my heart was open
You were afraid to close the gate
But you can't just stand there and wait
You have to meet me halfway

And before you move on
Admit you were wrong
Your rejection was silent, dear
I was you would have made it clear

Confess
The harder I try, the more I broke it
But you let me know too late
Confess
There’s a reason why my heart was open
You were afraid to close the gate
And you can't just stand there and wait
You have to meet me halfway

Growing pains - Maria Mena

No one will tell you about the limit
They put on how long you can grieve
No one will warn you when you're winning
How heavy a lost love can be
They do not tell you about the friendships
You'll lose once the lights are dimmed down
How humble you feel about your past mess
Once the tables are turned round

But I wanna tell you I got through
The hardest of times on my own
I made some mistakes, I made a few
But I learned that I am strong
And just because it hurts
Doesn't mean it isn't worth it
And even if it stinks
It's just a temporary thing
I'm not saying that changing
Won't cost you love or make you cry
But it will all make sense
When the growing pains subside

Nothing can shield you from the silence
Nights spent on the side of the bed
Praying for help to please stop crying
My life just got turned on its head
They failed to explain how complex love is
Like why I mostly miss him as a friend
Or how big of a blow is for my ego
That she might be better for him

But I wanna tell you I got through
The hardest of times on my own
I made some mistakes, I made a few
But I learned that I am strong
And just because it hurts
Doesn't mean it isn't worth it
And even if it stinks
It's just a temporary thing
And no one said that changing
Won't cost you love or make you cry
But it will all make sense
When the growing pains subside

And just because it hurts
Doesn't mean it isn't worth it
And even if it stinks
It's just a temporary thing
And no one said that changing
Won't cost you love or make you cry
But it will all make sense
When the growing pains subside

Bend till I break - Maria Mena

We're in a bind
Borrowed time, you were not mine
But I don't mind cause I live on scraps
Until you come back, until you react

I'll make sure that you see how much I can take
I'll bend and I'll bend till I break
Till you see how much I can take
I'll bend and I'll bend till I break
I'll bend and I'll bend till I break

Take what you need
Undress me, I want you to see
How you make me feel completely alone
When you are gone, is that what you want?

Does that turn you on, to see how much I can take?
I'll bend and I'll bend till I break
Till you see how much I can take
Yes, I'll bend and I'll bend till I break
I'll bend and I'll bend till I break

I wait for you
Killing time

Just see how much I can take
I'll bend and I'll bend till I break
Till you see how much I can take
Yes, I'll bend and I'll bend till I break
I'll bend and I'll bend till I break
I'll bend and I'll bend till I break
I'll bend and I'll bend till I break

Where I come from - Maria Mena

Temper, looks like a bomb went off my side of the room
Simple, say you fell and you hurt yourself, pick up the glass up, get the broom
You're tired, it's time to realize we’re not wired the same and that is why
When we argue we rarely come back from it with whole souls

We talk like they talked where I come from
We fight like they fought where I come from
And I'd rather be alone
Than end up inside a home like the one I come from

Used to pity the lovers who claimed they'd grown apart
Lately I've played with the thought of getting out, a brand new start
Cause I'm tired, it's time to realize we’re not wired the same and that is why
When we argue we rarely come back from it with whole souls

We talk like they talked where I come from
We fight like they fought where I come from
And I'd rather be alone
Than end up inside a home like the one I come from

Good and bad - Maria Mena

(Both good and bad)

The one who screams the loudest
Whoever holds the torch
(Both good and bad)
Owns the room, captures the audience
Gets the attention, both good and bad
(Both good and bad)

I never claimed to be flawless
I owned up to my faults
Yours were subtle painful betrayal
But I see what you did, both good and bad

There's two sides to our story
And mine gets all the fame
I frolic in the glory
And buckle in the shame

I see what I did, I see what you did
I see what we did, both good and bad
I see what I did, I see what you did
I see what we did, both good and bad
Good and bad

We're both in pain one morning
Something that once made sense
(Both good and bad)
And it is tempting to distribute blame
But let's see what we did, both good and bad

I really tried my hardest
I did the best I could
With what I knew then, I know better now
Cause I see what I did, both good and bad

And there's two sides to our story
And mine gets all the fame
I frolic in the glory
And buckle in the shame

I see what I did, I see what you did
I see what we did, both good and bad
I see what I did, I see what you did
I see what we did, both good and bad
Good and bad

We're both in pain one morning
Something that once made sense
And it is tempting to distribute blame
But let's see what we did, both good and bad

There's two sides to our story
And mine gets all the fame
I frolic in the glory
And buckle in the shame

I see what I did, I see what you did
I see what we did, both good and bad
I see what I did, I see what you did
I see what we did, both good and bad
Good and bad

I don't wanna see you with her - Maria Mena

It's a small town
Word gets around
And travels in circles
Through hoops over hurdles
Everyone’s careless
They talk about our mess
They don't care how it hurts me
Must think it was easy

They say you have a new love
I'm happy for you, love
I just don't wanna meet her
Are you gonna keep her?

Cause I don't wanna see you with her
I don't wanna see her face
Resting in your embrace
Feet standing in my place
I don't wanna see you've moved on
I don't think that I'm that strong
It hasn't been that long
Since I was the one in your arm

I don't like being sober
That's when it hits me it's over
Although it was my choice
I can't shake your calm voice
Saying you've found one
That makes you feel as strong
And helps you through hard times
Cause that job was once mine

They say you have a new love
I'm happy for you, love
I just don't wanna meet her
Are you gonna keep her?

Cause I don't wanna see you with her
I don't wanna see her face
Resting in your embrace
Feet standing in my place
Cause I don't wanna see you've moved on
I don't think that I'm that strong
It hasn't been that long
Since I was the one in your arm

I don't wanna see you with her
I don't wanna see you with her

Cause I don't wanna see you with her
I don't wanna see her face
Resting in your embrace
Feet standing in my place
I don't wanna see you've moved on
I don't think that I'm that strong
It hasn't been that long
Since I was the one in your arm

Cause I don't wanna see you with her

Leaving you - Maria Mena

I couldn't accept we were ending
I gradually started to drift
In the back of my mind was pretending
That I could handle it
I couldn't handle it

Just wanted a moment of silence
Not everything ending in war
The tiniest problems may giant
What were we fighting for?
What are we fighting for?

What I'm about to say
Won't be easy to swallow
What you felt today
Will be as painful tomorrow
Painful tomorrow
Painful tomorrow

It's enough, it's enough
It's enough for me
It's enough, it's enough, it's enough
Please, you gotta see
I'm leaving you, you
I'm leaving you, you

You're okay, you're okay
You're okay without me
Comes a day, comes a day
Comes a day that I'm convinced that you'll agree
That I'm leaving you, you
Leaving you, you

I wouldn't thought I could carry
The weight of us all by myself
Our differences just wouldn't marry
I had to beg for help
Got it from someone else

What I'm about to say
Won't be easy to swallow
What you felt today
Will be as painful tomorrow
Painful tomorrow
Painful tomorrow

It's enough, it's enough
It's enough for me
It's enough, it's enough, it's enough
Please, you gotta see
I'm leaving you, you
I'm leaving you, you

You're okay, you're okay
You're okay without me
Comes a day, comes a day
Comes a day that I'm convinced that you'll agree
That I'm leaving you, you
Leaving you, you

Good God - Maria Mena

Good God, what have I done?
Gone and left the only one
That ever really, truly, deeply loved me
Honestly, how stupid could I be?

My poor heart your demons want
You turned dark, picked out a gun
In the incapable hands of your master
Down worth spiral, bound for disaster

I am sorry
Please forgive me
I am sorry
We're not where we thought we'd be
Where we thought we'd be

Good God, I have regrets
Was too hard, I couldn't forget
And this love for me was much like a fathers
Mandatory care for daughter

I am sorry
Please forgive me
I am sorry
We're not where we thought we'd be
Where we thought we'd be

I am sorry
Please forgive me
I am sorry
We're not where we thought we'd be
Where we thought we'd be

Things end
From lovers to friends
I'll call him
When this painful part ends
When I felt every possible motion
Cried enough to fill up an ocean

Love is a losing game - Sam Smith

For you I was a flame
Love is a losing game
Five story fire as you came
Love is a losing game
One I wish I never played
Oh, what a mess we made

And now the final frame
Love is a losing game

Played out by the band
Love is a losing hand
More than I could stand
Love is a losing hand
Self professed, profound
Til the chips were down
Know you're a gambling man
Love is a losing hand

And though I batted blind
Love is a fate resigned
Memories mar my mind
Love is a fate resigned
Over futile odds
And laughed at by the gods

And now the final frame
Love is a losing game