Hate me - Blue October

I have to block out thoughts of you
So I don't lose my head
They're crawling like a cockroach
Leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape
To remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head
That make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride
A nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you
Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me
Just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me?
It is I that wanted space

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah, ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

I'm sober now for three whole months
It's one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart
Is the one thing I won't touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you
For holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself
You were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions
On things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself
When it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so fucking far away
That I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart
To leave me behind

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah, ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

And with a sad heart, I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street
For every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy
I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes crying
And I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling
"Make it go away!"
Just make a smile come back
And shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered
"How can you do this to me?"

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah, ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
For you
For you
For you

Puppeteer - Max

You're dripping fire tonight
You're like miracle
You got me feeling so
Ah-ah-ah, hey-hey-hey-hey
Ah-ah-ah-ah, hey-hey-hey-hey

Look like the rest of my life
You're like a centrefold
I wanna make you go
Ah-ah-ah, hey-hey-hey-hey
I wanna make you go
Ah-ah-ah, hey-hey-hey-hey

Girl, you're all the rage
So can we turn the page?
Just tell me little something
Little more than just your name
I don't bite, but I heard you might
So let me feed your appetite

Where do we go from here?
Hey-hey-hey-hey
Whisper what you want in my ear
My little puppeteer
My little puppeteer
My little puppeteer

We don't need clothes to dance
We can take it slow
Or put on a show
Give them, give them what they want
Ah-ah-ah, hey-hey-hey-hey
Hey-hey-hey-hey

Girl, you're all the rage
So can we turn the page?
Tell me little something
Little more than just your name
I don't bite, but I heard you might
So let me feed your appetite

Where do we go from here?
Hey-hey-hey-hey
Whisper what you want in my ear
My little puppeteer
My little puppeteer
My little puppeteer

So won’t you pull your body close to mine
Tastes like heaven when our lips collide
And I'm hooked and I'm hooked and I’m hooked and I'm hooked
I'm strung out on you, baby
I don't bite, but I heard you might
So let me feed your appetite

My little puppeteer
My little puppeteer
My little puppeteer
My little puppet
My little puppet

My little puppeteer

Streets of gold - Max

It's a beautiful world
There's magic in this life
And a love that never dies
Like New York City lights
The hotter we get
The brighter we shine

As we wait our turn
To watch it all burn
You'll never be alone

Forever on the streets of gold
Together we'll be on our own
We'll dance till the sky explodes
I'll love you till the end of the world

And I will protect you
And I will protect you

What a beautiful girl
Your daddy raised you right
He worked real hard to give you better than he had
And I'm lucky a guy
And I will protect you and do him right

As we make our way
Through the fire and rain
You'll never be alone

Forever on the streets of gold
Together we'll be on our own
We'll dance till the sky explodes
I'll love you till the end of the world

And I will protect you
And I will protect you

Well, ash to ashes
And I guess dust to dust
Our bodies they get weak and our engines rust
But yours was just a flower in the desert
I'll follow you into this endless night

So don't close your eyes
Never say goodbye
You'll never be alone

Forever on the streets of gold
Together we'll be on our own
We'll dance till the sky explodes
I'll love you till the end of the world

And I will protect you
And I will protect you

I will protect you
Forever
Forever
Forever on the streets of gold

Darling - Max

Walked into a room with unfamiliar faces
Yet yours caught my eye
Love at first sight is so cliché
But you took my breath away

Darling, darling, will we meet again?
Will we meet again?

Coffee cups in the rain falling on the ceiling
How these things happen so fast? No, no
One moment we're meeting, the next our lips are dancing
One night with you and I forget my past

Darling, darling, will we meet again?
Will we meet again?

Darling, I know you're a million footsteps away
But maybe someday
I can take all those footsteps and pray that I can run to you
Run to you anyway

Darling, darling, will we meet again?
Will we meet again?

I hate u, I love u - Gnash feat. Olivia O'Brien

Feeling used
But I'm still missing you
And I can't see the end of this
Just wanna feel your kiss against my lips
And now all this time is passing by
But I still can't seem to tell you why
It hurts me every time I see you
Realise how much I need you

I hate you, I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to, but I can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her

I miss you when I can't sleep
Or right after coffee
Or right when I can't eat
I miss you in my front seat
Still got sand in my sweaters
From nights we don't remember
Do you miss me like I miss you?
Fucked around and got attached to you
Friends can break your heart too
And I'm always tired, but never of you
If I pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that shit
I put this real out, but you wouldn't bite that shit
I type a text, but then I never mind that shit
I got these feelings, but you never mind that shit
Oh, keep it on the low
You're still in love with me, but your friends don't know
If you wanted me you would just say so
And if I were you, I would never let me go
I don't mean no harm
I just miss you on my arm
Wedding bells were just alarms
Caution tape around my heart

You ever wonder what we coulda been?
You said you wouldn't and you fucking did
Lie to me, lie with me, get your fucking fix
Now all my drinks and all my feelings are all fucking mixed
Always missing people that I shouldn't be missing
Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance
I know that I control my thoughts, and I should stop reminiscing
But I learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings
When love and trust are gone
I guess this is moving on
Everyone I do right does me wrong
So every lonely night, I sing this song

I hate you, I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to, but I can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her

All alone I watch you watch her
Like she's the only girl you've ever seen
You don't care, you never did
You don't give a damn about me
Yeah, all alone I watch you watch her
She's the only thing you've ever seen
How is it you never notice
That you are slowly killing me

I hate you, I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to, but I can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her

Jump - Astrid S

If I fell with no one around
Would it even make a sound?
Cause I can't even make one now
And I get these thoughts in my head
But I wouldn't do it anyway
Or at least that's what I say

Til I'm right on the edge
I take a look at the bottom
And I know it will hurt hitting ground
But I don't think that I'd mind the falling
Would anyone know?
Is there anyone watching?
I'm getting crazy ideas in my head
And I don't think I'm able to stop them
Jump

When the water rushes in
I feel it filling up my lungs
I'm in the calm before the storm
When I dive, feel the wind in my hair
Nobody can talk me down
I'm really gonna do it now

I'm standing right on the edge
Looking down at the bottom
And I know it will hurt hitting ground
But I don't think that I'd mind the falling
Would anyone know? (Would anyone know?)
Is there anyone watching? (Is there anyone watching?)
I'm getting crazy ideas in my head
And I'm not even trying to stop them
Jump

I'm standing right on the edge
Looking down at the bottom
And I know it will hurt hitting ground
But I don't think that I'd mind the falling
Would anyone know?
Is there anyone watching?
I'm getting crazy ideas in my head
And I'm not even trying to stop them
Jump

Paper thin - Astrid S

My heart feels like the sharpest razor blade
I really hope this won't give me away
Cause I've been drowning here for days
Like a watercolour about to fade
Every inch of me is there to trace
No secrets left here on my page
Underneath my skin, I see a change
Blood races right up to my face

Bursting out, no, I can't take it
You really wore me down
Read my mind just like I'm naked
There's no hiding now
I'm paper thin, paper thin
Paper thin, paper thin
(Paper thin)

You make me feel like a piece of art
Hanging on your wall, just like my heart
Making shadows even in the dark
I'm see-through but I won't fall apart

Bursting out, no, I can't take it
You really wore me down
Read my mind just like I'm naked
There's no hiding now
I'm paper thin, paper thin
Paper thin, paper thin
Paper thin, paper thin
Paper thin

Slowly you've been wearing me down
Pulling up my roots from the ground
The way I feel's so obvious now
Cause I'm paper thin in love with you now

I'm bursting out, no, I can't take it
You really wore me down
Read my mind just like I'm naked
There's no hiding now
I'm paper thin, paper thin
Paper thin, paper thin
Paper thin, paper thin
Paper thin

I don't wanna know - Astrid S

Try to tune out the sunday quiet
Thinking a drink will ease your mind
The bloody mary tastes like what you gave away
The minute you lay your head to rest
And you start to feel it in your chest
You're having second thoughts and you just wanna talk
But I'm doing everything I can to just get over you
So when you clear your throat and reach out for your phone
Think I know exactly what you wanna say but don't

Cause I don't wanna know
I don't wanna know

Can't say I want you to be sad
But I didn't think you'd move so fast
And I can't look at you holding someone new
Thinking about it only hurts
Cause I know you use my tricks on her
But could you please not go to every place I showed you
I'm still doing everything I can to just get over you
And when I hear your name, I have to walk away
Cause I'm just so scared of hearing what they're gonna say

I don't wanna know
I don't wanna know
I don't wanna know
I don't wanna know

It's not easy to stay busy
Long days and late nights can't keep you off my mind
But are you feeling the same?

The minute I lay my head to rest
I start to feel it in my chest
I'm having second thoughts, but I don't wanna talk
Cause I don't wanna know

Hurts so good - Astrid S

You're fighting me off like a firefighter
So tell me why you still get burned
You say you're not, but you're still a liar
Cause I'm the one that you run to first

Every time, yeah, why do you try to deny it?
When you show up every night
And tell me that you want me
But it's complicated, so complicated

When it hurts, but it hurts so good
Do you take it?
Do you break it off?
When it hurts, but it hurts so good
Can you say it?
Can you say it?
Your love is like
Your love is like
It hurts so good
Your love is like
It hurts so good

Every time that I swear it's over
It makes you want me even more
You pull away and I come in closer
And all we ever stay is torn

Baby, I don't know why I try to deny it
When you show up every night
I tell you that I want you
But it's complicated, so complicated

When it hurts, but it hurts so good
Do you take it?
Do you break it off
When it hurts, but it hurts so good
Can you say it?
Can you say it?
Your love is like
Your love is like
It hurts so good
Your love is like
It hurts so good

Wide awake through the daylight
Will you hold me like we're running a yellow light?
Reach for you with my hands tied
Are we dancing like we're burning in paradise?

When it hurts, but it hurts so good
Do you take it?
Do you break it off
When it hurts, but it hurts so good
Can you say it?
Can you say it?
Your love is like
Your love is like
It hurts so good
Your love is like
It hurts so good

Atic - Astrid S

Say you need your space
I can read your face
When it gets cloudy
Just come and find me
Take you to a place
I won't leave a trace
We can be safe here
Middle of nowhere

I know where you run
I know where you run, run to
Let me be the one
Let me be the one
Show you how it's done
Crash into the sun

I know where you run
I know where you run, run to
Let me be the one
Let me be the one
Show you how it's done
Cause we're staying

Louder, wilder, harder
I'mma make you feel
I'mma make you feel
Deeper, bolder, stronger
I'mma make you feel
Show you something real

We could take a plane
Right to outer space
One with the stars now
Yeah, we are far out

When I'm with you I'm dizzy
Can't stop my head from spinning
Everything's gone
You make me feel like water
Go with the flow and further
We're not growing up

Louder, wilder, harder
I'mma make you feel
I'mma make you feel
Deeper, bolder, stronger
I'mma make you feel
Show you something real

I know where you run
I know where you run, run to
Let me be the one
Let me be the one
Show you how it's done
Crash into the sun

I know where you run
I know where you run, run to
Let me be the one
Let me be the one
Show you how it's done
Cause we're staying

Louder, wilder, harder
I'mma make you feel
I'mma make you feel
Deeper, bolder, stronger
I'mma make you feel
Show you something real

No maker made me - IAMX

And the magic light that appears to shine
Is not the light of benevolent design

So no maker made me
Everything I believed has died so silently
Now I live on a wire chasing shadows
While my mind is tired
But my heart's too stubborn to let go

And no maker made me
I will never be hijacked by the fairytale
We can always just fuck away our sorrows
Mouth to mouth we thrive
We've got everything we need to survive

And the magic light that appears to shine
Is not the light of benevolent design

No maker made me
No maker made me
No maker made me
No maker made me

And the magic light that appears to shine
Is not the light of benevolent design

No maker made me
No maker made me
No maker made me
No maker made me

You fucking sinner
You fucking sinner
You fucking sinner
You fucking sinner
You fucking sinner
You fucking sinner
You fucking sinner
You fucking sinner

No maker made me
(You fucking sinner)
(You fucking sinner)
No maker made me
(You fucking sinner)
(You fucking sinner)
No maker made me
No maker made me

Unsteady - X Ambassadors

Hold, hold on, hold onto me
Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady
Hold, hold on, hold onto me
Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady

Mama, come here
Approach, appear
Daddy, I'm alone
Cause this house don't feel like home

If you love me, don't let go
Whoa, if you love me, don't let go

Hold, hold on, hold onto me
Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady
Hold, hold on, hold onto me
Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady

Mother, I know
That you're tired of being alone
Dad, I know you're trying
To fight when you feel like flying

But if you love me, don't let go
Whoa, if you love me, don't let go

Hold, hold on, hold onto me
Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady
Hold, hold on, hold onto me
Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady

Hold, hold on, hold onto me
Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady

Renegades - X Ambassadors

Run away with me
Lost souls and reverie
Running wild and running free
Two kids, you and me

And I say
Hey, hey-hey-hey
Living like we're renegades
Hey-hey-hey
Hey-hey-hey
Living like we're renegades
Renegades
Renegades

Long live the pioneers
Rebels and mutineers
Go forth and have no fear
Come close the end is near

And I say
Hey, hey-hey-hey
Living like we're renegades
Hey-hey-hey
Hey-hey-hey
Living like we're renegades
Renegades
Renegades

So all hail the underdogs
All hail the new kids
All hail the outlaws
Spielberg's and Kubrick's

It's our time to make a move
It's our time to make amends
It's our time to break the rules
Let's begin

And I say
Hey, hey-hey-hey
Living like we're renegades
Hey-hey-hey
Hey-hey-hey
Leaving like we're renegades
Renegades
Renegades

Toxic (cover) - Astrid S

Baby, can't you see
I'm calling
A guy like you should wear a warning
Dangerous
I'm falling

There's no escape
I can't wait
I need a hit
Baby, give me it
Dangerous
I'm loving it

Too high
Can't come down
Losing my head
Spinning round and round
Do you feel me now?

With the taste of your lips
I'm on a ride
You're toxic and I'm slipping under
Taste of a poison paradise
I'm addicted to you
Don't you know that you're toxic?

Intoxicate me now
With your loving now
I think I'm ready now
I think I'm ready now

Intoxicate me now
With your loving now
I think I'm ready now

With the taste of your lips
I'm on a ride
You're toxic and I'm slipping under
With a taste of a poison paradise
I'm addicted to you
Don't you know that you're toxic?

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Insomnia - IAMX

The day is incomplete
The thoughts of total defeat
I don't know what is happening to me
Or if I'll die, cause I just never sleep

You awoke into my night
You could see the madness in my eyes

I've lost control, please save me from myself
I've lost control, please save me from myself

My conscience begs for time
Cause you can't fight the clock
Ticking inside
I'm just a bigger baby me
Acting smart, oh, what irony

Where will I end up tonight?
Getting fucked or frying my mind?

I've lost control, please save me from myself
I've lost control, please save me from myself

Calm me down with your caress
I'll get off while I watch you undress
Maybe the sex will help me to forget
A precious, transient schizophrenic bliss

Oh, my god, you're beautiful
Why do you stay with this neurotic fool?

I've lost control, please save me from myself
I've lost control, please save me from myself
I've lost control, please save me from myself
I've lost control, please save me from myself

Bohemian rhapsody - Queen

Is this the real life?
Is this just fantasy?
Caught in a landslide
No escape from reality
Open your eyes
Look up to the skies and see
I'm just a poor boy, I need no sympathy
Because I'm easy come, easy go
A little high, little low
Anyway the wind blows, doesn't really matter to me, to me

Mama, just killed a man
Put a gun against his head
Pulled my trigger, now he's dead
Mama, life had just begun
But now I've gone and thrown it all away
Mama, didn't mean to make you cry
If I'm not back again this time tomorrow
Carry on, carry on, as if nothing really matters

Too late, my time has come
Sends shivers down my spine
Body's aching all the time
Goodbye everybody, I've got to go
Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth
Mama (anyway the wind blows)
I don't want to die
I sometimes wish I'd never been born at all

I see a little silhouetto of a man
Scaramouch, Scaramouch, will you do the fandango
Thunderbolt and lightning very, very frightening me
Gallileo, Gallileo
Gallileo, Gallileo
Gallileo Figaro – magnifico

But I'm just a poor boy and nobody loves me
He's just a poor boy from a poor family
Spare him his life from this monstrosity
Easy come, easy go, will you let me go?
Bismillah! No we will not let you go – Let him go
Bismillah! We will not let you go – Let him go
Bismillah! We will not let you go – Let me go
Will not let you go – Let me go (never)
Never let you go – Let me go
Never let me go
No, no, no, no, no, no, no
Oh mama mia, mama mia, mama mia let me go
Beelzebub has a devil put aside for me
For me
For me

So you think you can stop me and spit in my eye
So you think you can love me and leave me to die
Oh baby, can't do this to me baby
Just gotta get out, just gotta get right outta here

Nothing really matters
Anyone can see
Nothing really matters, nothing really matters to me

Anyway the wind blows

Coffins - MisterWives

I gave my hand for you to hold
I gave my love that you went and sold
Exchanged our song for another
Can't blame this dead flame that once glowed like no other

How do you soften the thought of carrying coffins?
We were so alive, only to see us wither and die

You said you'd stand even if this would all fall
Your yearning, yielded, when you hit the wall
I shook your ears, tried to make you hear my call
But your were long gone, no hope in a sunless dawn

How do you soften the thought of carrying coffins?
We were so alive, only to see us wither and die
Why must soil run dry?

And I never ever thought I'd hear these words be said
Now I lay here in an unmade bed
Empty stomachs unable to be fed
Your ego swallowed you and from there you fled

So far away, could not find your way back
Walked down the path where feet slipped through the cracks
Where feet slipped through the cracks
Could not find your way back
Where feet slipped through the cracks
Could not find your way back

How do you soften the thought of carrying coffins?
We were so alive, only to see us wither and die
Why must soil run dry?

'Til it happens to you - Lady Gaga

You tell me it gets better
It gets better in time
You say I'll pull myself together
Pull it together
You'll be fine

Tell me, what the hell do you know?
What do you know?
Tell me how the hell could you know?
How could you know?

Til it happens to you, you don't know
How it feels
How it feels
Til it happens to you, you won't know
It won't be real
No, it won't be real
Won't know how it feels

You tell me hold your head up
Hold your head up and be strong
Cause when you fall, you gotta get up
You gotta get up and move on

Tell me, how the hell could you talk?
How could you talk?
Cause until you walk where I walk
It's just all talk

Til it happens to you, you don't know
How it feels
How it feels
Til it happens to you, you won't know
It won't be real
(How could you know?)
No, it won't be real
(How could you know?)
Won't know how I feel

Til your world burns and crashes
Til you're at the end, the end of your rope
Til you're standing in my shoes, I don't wanna hear nothing from you
From you, from you, cause you don't know

Til it happens to you, you don't know
How I feel
How I feel
How I feel
Til it happens to you, you won't know
It won't be real
(How could you know?)
No, it won't be real
(How could you know?)
Won't know how it feels

Til it happens to you
Happens to you
Happens to you
Happens to you
Happens to you
Happens to you
(How could you know?)

Til it happens to you
You won't know how I feel

Don't threaten me with a good time - Panic! At The Disco

Alright, alright
Alright, alright
Alright, alright
It's a hell of a feeling though
It's a hell of a feeling though
Alright, alright
It's a hell of a feeling though
It's a hell of a feeling though

Who are these people?
I just woke up in my underwear
No liquor left on the shelf
I should probably introduce myself
You should have seen what I wore
I had a cane and a party hat
I was the king of this hologram
Where there's no such thing as getting out of hand
Memories tend to just pop up
Drunk pre-meds and some rubber gloves
Five-thousand people with designer drugs
Don't think I'll ever get enough
(Don't think I'll ever get enough)

Champagne, cocaine, gasoline
And most things in between
I rode the city in a shopping cart
A pack of camels was in a smoke alarm

This night is heating up
Raise hell and turn it up
Saying, “If you go out you might pass out in a drain pipe”
Oh yeah
Don't threaten me with a good time

It's a hell of a feeling though
It's a hell of a feeling though
Alright, alright
It's a hell of a feeling though
It's a hell of a feeling though

What are these footprints?
They don't look very human-like
Now I wish that I could find my clothes
Bedsheets and a morning rose
I wanna wake up
Can't even tell if this is a dream
How did we end up in my neighbours pool
Upside-down with a perfect view?
Bought a bar at the speed of sound
Fancy feet dancing through this town
Lost my mind in a wedding gown
Don't think I'll ever get it now
(Don't think I'll ever get it now)

Champagne, cocaine, gasoline
And most things in between
I rode the city in a shopping cart
A pack of camels was in a smoke alarm

This night is heating up
Raise hell and turn it up
Saying, “If you go out you might pass out in a drain pipe”
Oh yeah
Don't threaten me with a good time

I'm a scholar and a gentleman
And I usually don't fall when I try to stand
I lost a bet to a guy in a chiffon skirt
But I make these high heels work
I told you time and time again
I'm not as think as you drunk I am
And we all fell down
When the sun came up
I think we've had enough

Alright, alright
It's hell of a feeling though
It's a hell of a feeling though
Alright, alright
It's a hell of a feeling though
It's a hell of a feeling though

Champagne, cocaine, gasoline
And most things in between
I rode the city in a shopping cart
A pack of camels was in a smoke alarm

This night is heating up
Raise hell and turn it up
Saying, “If you go out you might pass out in a drain pipe”
Oh yeah
Don't threaten me with a good time

Flowers for a ghost - Thriving Ivory

You disappear with all your good intentions
And all I am is all I could not mention
Like who will bring me flowers when it's over?
And who will give me comfort when it's cold?

She took a plane to somewhere out in space
To start a life and maybe change the world
See, I never meant for you to have to crawl
No, I never meant to let you go at all

Oh no, oh no

Don't ever say goodbye

See, my head aches from all this thinking
Feels like a ship, god, god knows I'm sinking
Wonder what you do and where it is you stay
These questions like a whirlwind, they carry me away

And I said who will bring me flowers when it's over?
And who will give me comfort when it's cold?
And who will I belong to when the day just won't give in?
And who will tell me how it ends and how it all begins?

Oh, oh no

Don't ever say goodbye

I'm only human
I said I'm only human
I'm only human
I said I’m only human
I’m only human
I said I’m only human
I’m human
I’m human

Eine Kleine (cover) - Rachie

You know I'm really truly grateful to have met somebody just like you
But life, it goes along, and from what I know, that means we'll have to part soon
Now carrying these memories which pain me with a smile
I walk away from yesterday to our fated goodbye

If I were to go through life living just to take somebody else's place
Then I would rather have been born as a pebble, living out my peaceful days
Then maybe we could then avoid misunderstandings too
And then maybe I would never have ever gotten to know you

All I ever wanted was for you to hear my thoughts, all my dreams and fears, just say them out
Yet I go and lie to you and say I'd rather not, even though you never found me out
I'm just so much weaker than you ever thought I was, than you ever would’ve wanted to believe
So why? Tell me. Tell me!

With this endless pain in my heart, tearing me apart, but also you beside me
Can't you see how happy I'd be? I'd smile and I'd say, “It was all for the best you see”
As the world in front of me melts and fades away, I only have one thing to say:
“These miracles flooding me won't make it go away
Because I can still hear your voice calling out my name”

If you’re just going to get lost and never find a place where you belong
Deep in my heart I wished you’d let someone else do that, but I knew all along
Pretending not to understand, we turned the other cheek
I’m sure one day we’ll laugh again as the cycle then repeats

All that I can do is beg as hard as I can, but the nightmares keep on haunting me
Even though I’ve seen you leave a hundred thousand times, I can only watch you disappear
I'm just so much weaker than you ever thought I was, than you ever would’ve wanted to believe
So why? Tell me. Tell me!

For the nights I won’t make it through, I spend beside you, while holding onto your hand
Telling me I will and I can, I pray every night that days like this will never end
Painting colours vivid and bright I see every time I go ahead and close my eyes
Just what should I do so everything remains the same?
Hey, is it alright if I keep calling out your name?

In the moment I was born, I wouldn’t stop screaming
Saying that I wanted to fade away and disappear
Ever since the day I stopped, I had always been searching
For the one I'd someday meet
For the you that has to leave

With this endless pain in my heart, tearing me apart, but also you beside me
Can't you see how happy I'd be? I'd smile and I'd say, “It was all for the best you see”
As the world in front of me melts and fades away, I only have one thing to say:
“These miracles flooding me won't make it go away
Because I can still hear your voice calling out my name
Hey, is it alright if I keep calling out your name?” 


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Inside Out - The Chainsmokers feat. Charlee

Bend your chest open so I can read your heart
I need to get inside, or I will start a war
Wanna look at the pieces that make you who you are
I wanna build you up, and pick you apart

Let me see the dark sides as well as the bright
I'm gonna love you inside out, I'm gonna love you inside out
Let me see the dark sides as well as the bright
I'm gonna love you inside out, I'm gonna love you inside out

I'm gonna love you
I'm gonna love you
I'm gonna love you

I'm gonna pick your brain and get to know your thoughts
So I can read your mind when you don't wanna talk
And can I touch your face before you go?
I collect your scales, but you don't have to know

Let me see the dark sides as well as the bright
I'm gonna love you inside out, I'm gonna love you inside out
Let me see the dark sides as well as the bright
I'm gonna love you inside out, I'm gonna love you inside out

I'm gonna love you
I'm gonna love you

I'm gonna love you inside out
(You, inside out)
I'm gonna love you inside out
I'm gonna love you inside out
Inside out
(You, inside out)
I'm gonna love, I'm gonna love you inside out
Out, out
Out, out
(I'm gonna love you)
Out, out
(I'm gonna love you)
Out, out
(I'm gonna love you)

Ten more days - Avicii

Ten more days under water
And I already know
I'll be fine

Ten more days til it's over
Til the darkness goes
And I see the light

I'm torn between
Fulfilling my wildest dreams
To satisfy the beast inside of me

And I grounded love
That raises me high above
The grabbing hands of cowards
And of thieves

Ten more days to find my way
Ten more days til I'm awake
Ten more days til I don't have to fight

I don't need a future king
There ain't a prayer that I could sing
Ten more days and I'm gonna make it right

You see my conscience betrayed me
But, baby, I'm strong enough to take the tides
The bed it trembles beneath me
But wherever the road is rough
You know I'll rise

I'm torn between
Fulfilling my wildest dreams
To satisfy the beast inside of me

And I grounded love
That raises me high above
The grabbing hands of cowards
And of thieves

Ten more days to find my way
Ten more days til I'm awake
Ten more days til I don't have to fight

I don't need a future king
There ain't a prayer that I could sing
Ten more days and I'm gonna make it right

Not sober - Maria Mena

It starts with a quiver
A thought provoked shiver
A fear I can't deliver
They don't need me
They don't need me

The comfort of my home
Now feels like a prison
My thoughts lacking reason
No one loves me
No one loves me

I am afraid of the dark
When I am alone with my thoughts
So here's to avoid falling apart
I'm not sober
I'm not sober
I'm not sober

I lie cause I'm shameful
My movement's weak, eyes dull
A complete loss of control
I'm a failure
I'm a failure

It's like taking a beating
Hung from the ceiling
Your fear is only your feeling
But it's painful
Why’s it painful?

I am afraid of the dark
When I am alone with my thoughts
So here's to avoid falling apart
I'm not sober
I'm not sober

I am afraid of the dark
When I am alone with my thoughts
So here's to avoid falling apart
I'm not sober
I'm not sober

It starts with a quiver
A thought provoked shiver
A fear I can't deliver
They don't need me
They don't need me

Confess - Maria Mena

You know what you did
You gave up on me long ago
But failed to let me know
I'm not over it
The fault not spread evenly
Made askew, by the one that leaves

Confess
The harder I try, the more I broke it
But you let me know too late
Confess
There’s a reason why my heart was open
You were afraid to close the gate
And you can't just stand there and wait
You have to meet me halfway

I took all the blame
I carried it willingly
The guilt almost killing me
Takes two to play this game
I need you to own up to it
That you should have called it quits

Confess
The harder I try, the more I broke it
But you let me know too late
Confess
There's a reason why my heart was open
You were afraid to close the gate
But you can't just stand there and wait
You have to meet me halfway

And before you move on
Admit you were wrong
Your rejection was silent, dear
I was you would have made it clear

Confess
The harder I try, the more I broke it
But you let me know too late
Confess
There’s a reason why my heart was open
You were afraid to close the gate
And you can't just stand there and wait
You have to meet me halfway

Growing pains - Maria Mena

No one will tell you about the limit
They put on how long you can grieve
No one will warn you when you're winning
How heavy a lost love can be
They do not tell you about the friendships
You'll lose once the lights are dimmed down
How humble you feel about your past mess
Once the tables are turned round

But I wanna tell you I got through
The hardest of times on my own
I made some mistakes, I made a few
But I learned that I am strong
And just because it hurts
Doesn't mean it isn't worth it
And even if it stinks
It's just a temporary thing
I'm not saying that changing
Won't cost you love or make you cry
But it will all make sense
When the growing pains subside

Nothing can shield you from the silence
Nights spent on the side of the bed
Praying for help to please stop crying
My life just got turned on its head
They failed to explain how complex love is
Like why I mostly miss him as a friend
Or how big of a blow is for my ego
That she might be better for him

But I wanna tell you I got through
The hardest of times on my own
I made some mistakes, I made a few
But I learned that I am strong
And just because it hurts
Doesn't mean it isn't worth it
And even if it stinks
It's just a temporary thing
And no one said that changing
Won't cost you love or make you cry
But it will all make sense
When the growing pains subside

And just because it hurts
Doesn't mean it isn't worth it
And even if it stinks
It's just a temporary thing
And no one said that changing
Won't cost you love or make you cry
But it will all make sense
When the growing pains subside

Bend till I break - Maria Mena

We're in a bind
Borrowed time, you were not mine
But I don't mind cause I live on scraps
Until you come back, until you react

I'll make sure that you see how much I can take
I'll bend and I'll bend till I break
Till you see how much I can take
I'll bend and I'll bend till I break
I'll bend and I'll bend till I break

Take what you need
Undress me, I want you to see
How you make me feel completely alone
When you are gone, is that what you want?

Does that turn you on, to see how much I can take?
I'll bend and I'll bend till I break
Till you see how much I can take
Yes, I'll bend and I'll bend till I break
I'll bend and I'll bend till I break

I wait for you
Killing time

Just see how much I can take
I'll bend and I'll bend till I break
Till you see how much I can take
Yes, I'll bend and I'll bend till I break
I'll bend and I'll bend till I break
I'll bend and I'll bend till I break
I'll bend and I'll bend till I break

Where I come from - Maria Mena

Temper, looks like a bomb went off my side of the room
Simple, say you fell and you hurt yourself, pick up the glass up, get the broom
You're tired, it's time to realize we’re not wired the same and that is why
When we argue we rarely come back from it with whole souls

We talk like they talked where I come from
We fight like they fought where I come from
And I'd rather be alone
Than end up inside a home like the one I come from

Used to pity the lovers who claimed they'd grown apart
Lately I've played with the thought of getting out, a brand new start
Cause I'm tired, it's time to realize we’re not wired the same and that is why
When we argue we rarely come back from it with whole souls

We talk like they talked where I come from
We fight like they fought where I come from
And I'd rather be alone
Than end up inside a home like the one I come from

Good and bad - Maria Mena

(Both good and bad)

The one who screams the loudest
Whoever holds the torch
(Both good and bad)
Owns the room, captures the audience
Gets the attention, both good and bad
(Both good and bad)

I never claimed to be flawless
I owned up to my faults
Yours were subtle painful betrayal
But I see what you did, both good and bad

There's two sides to our story
And mine gets all the fame
I frolic in the glory
And buckle in the shame

I see what I did, I see what you did
I see what we did, both good and bad
I see what I did, I see what you did
I see what we did, both good and bad
Good and bad

We're both in pain one morning
Something that once made sense
(Both good and bad)
And it is tempting to distribute blame
But let's see what we did, both good and bad

I really tried my hardest
I did the best I could
With what I knew then, I know better now
Cause I see what I did, both good and bad

And there's two sides to our story
And mine gets all the fame
I frolic in the glory
And buckle in the shame

I see what I did, I see what you did
I see what we did, both good and bad
I see what I did, I see what you did
I see what we did, both good and bad
Good and bad

We're both in pain one morning
Something that once made sense
And it is tempting to distribute blame
But let's see what we did, both good and bad

There's two sides to our story
And mine gets all the fame
I frolic in the glory
And buckle in the shame

I see what I did, I see what you did
I see what we did, both good and bad
I see what I did, I see what you did
I see what we did, both good and bad
Good and bad

I don't wanna see you with her - Maria Mena

It's a small town
Word gets around
And travels in circles
Through hoops over hurdles
Everyone’s careless
They talk about our mess
They don't care how it hurts me
Must think it was easy

They say you have a new love
I'm happy for you, love
I just don't wanna meet her
Are you gonna keep her?

Cause I don't wanna see you with her
I don't wanna see her face
Resting in your embrace
Feet standing in my place
I don't wanna see you've moved on
I don't think that I'm that strong
It hasn't been that long
Since I was the one in your arm

I don't like being sober
That's when it hits me it's over
Although it was my choice
I can't shake your calm voice
Saying you've found one
That makes you feel as strong
And helps you through hard times
Cause that job was once mine

They say you have a new love
I'm happy for you, love
I just don't wanna meet her
Are you gonna keep her?

Cause I don't wanna see you with her
I don't wanna see her face
Resting in your embrace
Feet standing in my place
Cause I don't wanna see you've moved on
I don't think that I'm that strong
It hasn't been that long
Since I was the one in your arm

I don't wanna see you with her
I don't wanna see you with her

Cause I don't wanna see you with her
I don't wanna see her face
Resting in your embrace
Feet standing in my place
I don't wanna see you've moved on
I don't think that I'm that strong
It hasn't been that long
Since I was the one in your arm

Cause I don't wanna see you with her

Leaving you - Maria Mena

I couldn't accept we were ending
I gradually started to drift
In the back of my mind was pretending
That I could handle it
I couldn't handle it

Just wanted a moment of silence
Not everything ending in war
The tiniest problems may giant
What were we fighting for?
What are we fighting for?

What I'm about to say
Won't be easy to swallow
What you felt today
Will be as painful tomorrow
Painful tomorrow
Painful tomorrow

It's enough, it's enough
It's enough for me
It's enough, it's enough, it's enough
Please, you gotta see
I'm leaving you, you
I'm leaving you, you

You're okay, you're okay
You're okay without me
Comes a day, comes a day
Comes a day that I'm convinced that you'll agree
That I'm leaving you, you
Leaving you, you

I wouldn't thought I could carry
The weight of us all by myself
Our differences just wouldn't marry
I had to beg for help
Got it from someone else

What I'm about to say
Won't be easy to swallow
What you felt today
Will be as painful tomorrow
Painful tomorrow
Painful tomorrow

It's enough, it's enough
It's enough for me
It's enough, it's enough, it's enough
Please, you gotta see
I'm leaving you, you
I'm leaving you, you

You're okay, you're okay
You're okay without me
Comes a day, comes a day
Comes a day that I'm convinced that you'll agree
That I'm leaving you, you
Leaving you, you

Good God - Maria Mena

Good God, what have I done?
Gone and left the only one
That ever really, truly, deeply loved me
Honestly, how stupid could I be?

My poor heart your demons want
You turned dark, picked out a gun
In the incapable hands of your master
Down worth spiral, bound for disaster

I am sorry
Please forgive me
I am sorry
We're not where we thought we'd be
Where we thought we'd be

Good God, I have regrets
Was too hard, I couldn't forget
And this love for me was much like a fathers
Mandatory care for daughter

I am sorry
Please forgive me
I am sorry
We're not where we thought we'd be
Where we thought we'd be

I am sorry
Please forgive me
I am sorry
We're not where we thought we'd be
Where we thought we'd be

Things end
From lovers to friends
I'll call him
When this painful part ends
When I felt every possible motion
Cried enough to fill up an ocean

Love is a losing game - Sam Smith

For you I was a flame
Love is a losing game
Five story fire as you came
Love is a losing game
One I wish I never played
Oh, what a mess we made

And now the final frame
Love is a losing game

Played out by the band
Love is a losing hand
More than I could stand
Love is a losing hand
Self professed, profound
Til the chips were down
Know you're a gambling man
Love is a losing hand

And though I batted blind
Love is a fate resigned
Memories mar my mind
Love is a fate resigned
Over futile odds
And laughed at by the gods

And now the final frame
Love is a losing game

I need love - Sam Phillips

I left my conscience
Like a crying child
Locked the doors behind me
Put the pain on a file

Broken like a window
I see my blindness now

And I need love
Not some sentimental prison
I need God
Not the political church
I need fire
To melt the frozen sea inside me
I need love

Driving into town
Tired and depressed
Like a flare
The streetlight bursts an S.O.S

Peace comes to my rescue
And I don't know what it means

But I need love
Not some sentimental prison
I need God
Not the political church
I need fire
To melt the frozen sea inside me
I need love

Broken like a window
I see my blindness now

And I need love
Not some sentimental prison
I need God
Not the political church
I need fire
To melt the frozen sea inside me
I need love

I need love
I need love

Emergency - Icona Pop

So you wanna party?
So you wanna dance?
You better know someone
Then find someone of our friends
You wanna get higher?
Shake that ass
Spinning round and round
And round and round like that

I put a little twist in my hips (Here we go)
Kiss on my lips (Here we go)
Ice on my wrist cause I'm hot and I'm dancing (Here we go)
Caught that romancing (Here we go)
Cancel your plans and (Here we go)
Girls hide your mans
Cause I'm hot and I'm dancing (Here we go)

This is emergency
Call an ambulance, come rescue me
Everybody in this bitch
If you wanna get up, get down like this

(Here we go
Here we go
Here we go
Here we go)

Hallelujah, oh, mercy me
Confess your sins and get down on your knees
And I'll be good to you if you're good to me
And we can go on and on and on and on
On and on and on and on

I put a little twist in my hips (Here we go)
Kiss on my lips (Here we go)
Ice on my wrist cause I'm hot and I'm dancing (Here we go)
Caught that romancing (Here we go)
Cancel your plans and (Here we go)
Girls hide your mans
Cause I'm hot and I'm dancing (Here we go)

This is emergency
Call an ambulance, come rescue me
Everybody in this bitch
If you wanna get up, get down like this

(Here we go
Here we go
Here we go)

This is emergency
Call an ambulance, come rescue me
Everybody in this bitch
If you wanna get up, get down like this

(Here we go
Here we go
Here we go
Here we go
Here we go)