Monday, 30 January 2012

Dark that follows - Evans Blue

There's just so many things you never needed to say
Like I'm your other soul, but you can love them all
Your tears are meaningless, they're written on your face
Just like your empty words, just like the chemical
Just like the disease that stains your lips tonight
You are the disease that's in my life

If it's no one’s fault
There's just no one to blame and nothing to say
This time it's no one’s fault
Oh, there's nothing to save, and no one to hate
But I want to so bad
Believe me

There's just so many ways you never needed to be
Like cuts of empty space that never leaves your side
Now wipe that stupid look off of your face
You're not the finest one, you're not the only one
You're just a disease that stains her lips tonight
You are the disease that's in my life

If it's no one’s fault
There's just no one to blame and nothing to say
This time it's no one’s fault
Oh, there's nothing to save, and no one to hate
But I want to so bad
Believe me

We're great in small doses
I pronounce it
You're satisfied loving me
You're so proud of yourself and your disadvantage to me
It's just something you love to say
The greater the dosage makes me mispronounce it to be
You're dead inside of me
You're dead inside of me
But when you're alone
And no one knows
It doesn't seem to matter
You're the same inside of me

If it's no one’s fault
There's just no one to blame and nothing to say
This time it's no one’s fault
Oh, there's nothing to save and no one to hate
If I say I want you so bad
It doesn’t matter
Don’t believe me
You're just the disease that was in my life

Quote - Evans Blue

Quote, you are my soul, unquote
Now does that sound familiar?
Kiss the boy and make him feel this way

Quote, well this is me, unquote
You have been so ugly, your entire life
So why change now?

Is this how you wanna go down, right before my eyes?
You are the saddest sight I know
You're quiet you never make a sound
But here inside my mind you are the loudest one I know

Quote, we never talk, unquote
And that’s when I don't answer
Don't you dare ask why
Because you don't want to know,

Quote, well woe is me, unquote
How different I've become
And no one understands, my dear, no one really cares

Is this how you wanna go down?
Right before my eyes, you are the saddest sight, I know
And you're quiet, you never make a sound
But here inside my mind you are the loudest one I know

And you were right, right from the start
It took everything you had, but you finally broke my

And know the old flames will pass away
I saw your light once
Did you see mine?
But not all things will pass away
You turned your light off
So I turned mine, away from your sadness, away from the nothing that you feel for me

Is this how you wanna go down?
Right before my eyes, you are the saddest sight, I know
You're so quiet and you never make a sound
But here inside my mind you are the loudest one, I know

And you were right, right from the start
It took everything you had, but you finally broke my

Quote, hey listen cause I’ll only say this once
I finally found the words
That mean enough to me
Goodbye my soul, unquote

Ecplipsed - Evans Blue

We love our tragedies
We're both broken in our own little ways
We're broken, but we fit together just right
You know I saw the black inside your eyes
I saw they were eclipsed by mine and they looked just right

When our lips meet, will you know me then?
And will you want to know it?
It feels like I've known you for so long
When our lips meet, will you love me then?
And will you ever know it?
It seems like you've known me for so long

I love your analogies
We're both crazy in our own little ways
We talk about the future and our past lives
I know I loved you then
I know I'd love you now
I know I'll love you then
I know I love you now

When our lips meet, will you know me then?
And will you want to know it?
It feels like I've known you for so long
When our lips meet, will you love me then?
And will you ever know it?
It seems like you've known me for so long
It seems like I've known you for so long

But you can't have everything you want, when you want it
I will be everything you want, when you want it

Wait for me
Trust for me
Fall for me
Even when you don't know you fall for me
Will you fall for it?
If it should come around again
But don't wait for me
And don't trust in me
Don't fall for me
Even when you know you're falling for me

When our lips meet, will you know me then?
And will you want to know it?
It feels like I've known you for so long
When our lips meet, will you love me then?
And will you ever know it?
It seems like you've known me for so long

When our hearts meet, will we make it then?
Will we even notice that they are eclipsed?

Sunday, 29 January 2012

Tonight Tonight - Smashing Pumpkins

Time is never time at all
You can never ever leave, without leaving a piece of youth
And our lives are forever changed
We will never be the same
The more you change the less you feel

Believe, believe in me, believe, believe
That life can change, that you're not stuck in vain
We’re not the same, we're different
Tonight, tonight, tonight
So bright
Tonight, tonight

And you know you're never sure
But you're sure you could be right
If you held yourself up to the light
And the embers never fade, in your city by the lake
The place where you were born

Believe, believe in me, believe, believe
In the resolute urgency of now
And if you believe there's not a chance tonight
Tonight, tonight, tonight
So bright tonight, tonight

We’ll crucify the insincere tonight
We’ll make things right, we'll feel it all tonight
We’ll find a way to offer up the night
The indescribable moments of your life
The impossible is possible tonight
Believe in me as I believe in you
Tonight, tonight, tonight
Tonight

Tonight...

Burning bright - Shinedown

I felt like there was no need for conversation
Some questions are better left without a reason
And I would rather reveal myself than my situation
Now and then I consider, my hesitation

The more the light shines through me
I pretend to close my eyes
The more the dark consumes me
I pretend I'm burning, burning bright

I wonder if the things I did were just to be different
To spare myself of the constant shame of my existence
And I would surely redeem myself in my desperation
Here and now I'll express, my situation

The more the light shines through me
I pretend to close my eyes
The more the dark consumes me
I pretend I'm burning, burning bright

The more the light shines through me
I pretend to close my eyes
The more the dark consumes me
I pretend I'm burning, burning bright

There's nothing ever wrong, but nothing's ever right
Such a cruel contradiction
I know I cross the lines, it’s not easy to define
I'm born to indecision
There's always something new some path I'm supposed to choose
With no particular rhyme or reason

The more the light shines through me
I pretend to close my eyes
The more the dark consumes me
I pretend I'm burning, burning bright

The more the light shines through me
I pretend to close my eyes
The more the dark consumes me
I pretend I'm burning, burning bright

I feel like there is no need for conversation

The ghost of you - My Chemical Romance

I never said I'd lie and wait forever
If I did, we'd be together
I can't always just forget her
But she could try

At the end of the world or the last thing I see
You are never coming home, never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever, ever

Ever get the feeling that you're never
All alone, and I remember now
At the top of my lungs in my arms she dies, she dies

At the end of the world, or the last thing I see
You are never coming home, never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home, never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me

If I fall
If I fall, down

At the end of the world or the last thing I see
You are never coming home, never coming home
Never coming home, never coming home
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home, never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna

I'm still here - Goo Goo Dolls

I am a question to the world
Not an answer to be heard
Or a moment that's held in your arms
And what do you think you'd ever say?
I won't listen anyway
You don't know me
And I'll never be what you want me to be

And what do you think you'd understand?
I'm a boy, no, I'm a man
You can't take me and throw me away
And how can you learn what's never shown?
Yeah, you stand here on your own
They don't know me
Cause I'm not here

And I want a moment to be real
Wanna touch things I don't feel
Wanna hold on and feel I belong
And how can the world want me to change?
They're the ones that stay the same
They don't know me
Cause I'm not here

And you see the things they never see
All you wanted I could be
Now you know me and I'm not afraid
And I want to tell you who I am
Can you help me be a man?
They can't break me
As long as I know who I am

And I want a moment to be real
Wanna touch things I don't feel
Wanna hold on and feel I belong
And how can the world want me to change?
They're the ones that stay the same
They can't see me
But I'm still here

They can't tell me who to be
Cause I'm not what they see
Yeah, the world is still sleeping
While I keep on dreaming for me
And their words are just whispers and lies
That I'll never believe

And I want a moment to be real
Wanna touch things I don't feel
Wanna hold on and feel I belong
And how can they say I'll never change?
They're the ones that stay the same
I'm the one now
Cause I'm still here

I'm the one
Cause I'm still here
I'm still here
I'm still here
I'm still here

If you're gone - Matchbox 20

I think I've already lost you
I think you're already gone
I think I'm finally scared now
You think I'm weak, I think you're wrong

I think you're already leaving
Feels like your hand is on the door
I thought this place was an empire
Now I'm relaxed, I can't be sure

And I think you're so mean, I think we should try
I think I could need this in my life
I think I'm scared, I think too much
I know it's wrong, it's a problem I'm dealing

If you're gone, maybe it's time to come home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
But I can hardly move
If you're gone, baby you need to come home, come home
There's a little bit of something me
In everything in you

I bet you're hard to get over
I bet the moon just won't shine
I bet my hands I can stay here
I bet you need more than you mind

And I think you're so mean, I think we should try
I think I could need this in my life
I think I'm just scared, that I know too much
I can't relate and that's a problem I'm feeling

If you're gone, maybe it's time to come home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
But I can hardly move
If you're gone, baby you need to come home, come home
There's a little bit of something me
In everything in you

I think you're so mean, I think we should try
I think I could need this in my life
And I think I'm scared, do I talk too much
I know it’s wrong, it's a problem I'm dealing

If you're gone, maybe it's time to come home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
But I can hardly move
If you're gone, hell, baby you need to come home, come home
There's a little bit of something me
In everything in you
Something me, everything in
Something me, in you

I'll cry tomorrow - Cauterize

Wake me when it's over
I don't feel much like crying tonight
Please tell me that you're leaving
I don't feel much like holding you tight

I love you even though I hate this thing that we've become
I need you even though I can live without this

I know that I should probably hurt so bad, but I can't feel a thing
I know that I should probably say something, but I can barely breathe
And I'm sorry if I'm giving up too easy
I just don't have the strength to fight no more

My throat is sore from pleading
I don't feel much like singing tonight
If I can stop the bleeding I know that I will be alright

I love you even though I hate this thing that we've become
I need you even though I can live without this

I know that I should probably hurt so bad, but I can't feel a thing
I know that I should probably say something, but I can barely breathe
And I'm sorry if I'm giving up too easy
I just don't have the strength to fight no more

I'll forget your bitter taste, when you pull your lips away
I'll forget the way you feel, and the chill of your embrace
I'll forget the way you look, don't wanna remember your face
Let's just cut this clean tonight, and maybe I'll cry tomorrow

Explain the way you feel, you said to me
I simply feel nothing and honestly I'd like to leave

I love you even though I hate this thing that we've become
I need you even though I can live without this

I know that I should probably hurt so bad, but I can't feel a thing
I know that I should probably say something, but I can barely breathe
And I'm sorry if I'm giving up too easy
I just don't have the strength to fight no more

Iris - Goo Goo Dolls

And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
And sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you cannot fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don’t think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

Name - Goo Goo Dolls

And even though the moment passed me by
I still can’t turn away
I saw the dreams you never thought you'd lose
Tossed along the way
Letters that you never meant to send
Lost and thrown away

And now we are grown up orphans that never knew their names
We don’t belong to no one, that’s a shame
You could hide beside me
Maybe for a while
And I won't tell no one your name
And I won't tell your name

Scars are souvenirs you'll never lose
Past is never far
Did you lose yourself somewhere out there?
Did you get to be a star?
Don't it make you sad to know that life is more than who we are?

We grew up way too fast
Now there's nothing to believe
And re-runs all become our history
A tired song keeps playing on a tired radio
And I won't tell no one your name
And I won't tell your name
I won't tell your name
I won't tell your name

I think about you all the time
But I don't need the same
It's lonely where you are, come back down
And I won't tell your name

I'm alright (you gotta go there to come back) - Stereophonics

I'll drink another drink for you
One, two, three, four, five, once I drank a fish alive
I'll drop another pill for you
Six, seven, eight, nine, ten, did it before, I’ll do it again
I'll tell another joke for you
Did you hear the one about the one that looks like you?
I'll sleep with sleep arounds for you
Why don’t you scratch my back and chew the tongue I chewed?

I’m, I’m alright
I’m, I’m alright

I'll tell another lie for you
Tell you what you wanna hear, but that don’t make it true
I'll wear another smile for you
That way you know I’m fine, I’m having fun with you
I'll draw another line for you
That way you know I’m hit, that way you know I’m cool
I'll smoke another smoke for you
I'll blow back in your mouth and you can blow back too

I’m, I’m alright
I’m, I’m alright

(you gotta go there to come back)

I’ll take another punch for you
Tie my hands behind my back, that way you cannot lose
I’ll make another pound for you
So you can drive your motorcar and drive me to the moon

I’m, I’m alright
I’m, I’m alright
Alright

You, me, us, free
We're alright, alright

Love, pain, hate, rain
We're alright, alright

Give, take, time, place
We're alright, alright

Lover I don’t have to love - Bright Eyes

I picked you out of a crowd and talked to you
I said I liked your shoes
You said, "Thanks, can I follow you?"
So it's up the stairs and out of view
No prying eyes
I poured some wine
I asked your name, you asked the time

Now it's two o'clock
The club is closed
We're up the block
Your hands on me, pressing hard against your jeans
Your tongue in my mouth, trying to keep the words from coming out
You didn't care to know who else may have been you before

I want a lover I don't have to love
I want a girl who's too sad to give a fuck
Where's the kid with the chemicals?
I thought he said to meet him here but I'm not sure
I've got the money if you've got the time
You said it feels good
I said, "I'll give it a try"

Then my mind went dark
We both forgot where your car was parked
Let's just take the train
I'll meet up with the band in the morning

Bad actors with bad habits
Some sad singers they just play tragic
And the phone's ringing and the van's leaving
Let's just keep touching, let's just keep, keep singing

I want a lover I don't have to love
I want a boy who's so drunk he doesn't talk
Where's the kid with the chemicals?
I've got a hunger and I can't seem to get full
I need some meaning I can memorize
The kind I have always seems to slip my mind

But you, but you

You write such pretty words
But life's no storybook
Love's an excuse to get hurt
And to hurt
Do you like to hurt?
I do, I do

Then hurt me
Then hurt me
Then hurt me
Then hurt me
Then hurt me
Then hurt me
Then hurt me
Then hurt me
Then hurt me
Then hurt me

See me - Rob Giles

Been some times I've been a fool
Bent some hearts, broke some rules
My mistake yesterday
Like a swandive into an empty pool

From frozen coals a fire blazed
Like a non-believer who was somehow saved
We slow-danced around our grave
And blood rushed, the dead were raised

For you see me
See me
See me
See me

I was a dog, I was a stray
Nosing through trash in the alleyway
You'd feed me from the table if I'd just obey
You said "Lay down"
You said "Stay"

Cause you see me
See me
See me
See me

I have known you forever
But we have just begun
See what we've come through
Let's see what we'll become
Just let me be what keeps you ticking
Til our time here is done, baby

Please see me

See me
See me
See me

Cannonball - Vienna Teng

There's still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
There's still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
It's still a little hard to say what's going on

There's still a little bit of your ghost, your weakness
There's still a little bit of your face I haven't kissed
You step a little closer each day
That I can't say what´s going on

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
And it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannonball

There's still a little bit of your song in my ear
There's still a little bit of your words I long to hear
You step a little closer to me
So close I can't see what's going on

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
And it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannon

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to cry
So come on courage
Teaches me to be shy
And it's not hard to fall

And i don't wanna scare him
It's not hard to fall
I don't want to lose
It's not hard to grow
When you know that you just don't know

The last tear - Trapt

Sharp pain when you breathe in deep
No one to catch your insecurities
You cling to the sadness in your dreams
Being happy is something you don't need

You know how to play that game
Even though you're the only one who plays
So attached to the feelings that you fake
Your weakness is your only strength

Your so emotional
Yet I don't think you feel anything
So conversational
Everytime you start to scream

Dark circles right around your eyes
Your drama turns into sigh
You always swear this is the last tear you'll never cry
You traded honesty for lies
You faked it all your life
You always swear this is the last tear you'll never cry

Are you bored with the life you chose
You pushed them all away, you know
You never allowed yourself to grow
Are you angry at me, now that you are exposed?

Your story was always based on fiction
So many layers of contradictions
Only your fear has driven your decisions
Has pain become your own addiction?

Your so emotional
Yet I don't think you feel anything
So conversational
Everytime you start to scream

Dark circles right around your eyes
Your drama turns into sigh
You always swear this is the last tear you'll never cry
You traded honesty for lies
You faked it all your life
You always swear this is the last tear you'll never cry

Your so emotional
I don't think you feel anything
So conversational
Everytime you start to scream

Dark circles right around your eyes
Your drama turns into sigh
You always swear this is the last tear you'll never cry
You traded honesty for lies
You faked it all your life
You always swear this is the last tear you'll never cry

You always swear this is the last tear you'll never cry
You always swear this is the last tear you'll never cry

Spill en siste sang

Spill en siste sang
Syng om den jeg var
Nå er veien stengt og lengelsen er alt jeg har

Jeg må stanse her, uten mer å si
I en ensom kamp, uten mer å gi

Jeg har seiret, ofret alt, men sviktet når det gjaldt

Så jeg må ta farvel
Det er for sent, for nå har dommen falt

Spill en siste sang

Si meg det er slutt
At ingen venter meg, og alle bånd er brutt

Ett lite håp har ledet meg, men nå er det med tid til å snu
Jeg vet alt er forbi

Men fra et sted
Et hjem i det fjerne, kaller du på meg, og sier hvem jeg er

Du må slippe tak og hente nye krefter
Så vær stille nå, og lytt til hvem du er

Reis deg opp igjen
Friheten skal seire
I en siste kamp, for aller siste gang

Ambitions - Donkeyboy

Now, I can’t behave
I feel it in my feet, on the streets
But don’t you know?
There’s something I can feel when I breathe

I told you once
You’re breaking into separate parts
But don’t you know?
It’s something that I can’t live without

And if somebody’s going to make it
Then this somebody ought to be you
And I keep telling my reflection
Ambitions are already starting to fade

I can’t tolerate
The feelings that I feel when I feel
But don’t you know?
Some feelings never seem to let go

Like a silverblade
I cut my way out of control
But don’t you know?
Some blades will cut you right to the bone

And if somebody’s going to make it
Then this somebody ought to be you
And if somebody’s going to fake it
Then this somebody, somebody is you
If it’s me that was going to take it
Then I know that it wouldn’t be straight
And I keep telling my reflection
Ambitions are already starting to fade

I Can’t tolerate
(Can’t tolerate)
I Can’t tolerate
(Can’t tolerate)

And if somebody’s going to make it
Then this somebody ought to be you
And if somebody’s going to fake it
Then this somebody, somebody is you
If it’s me that was going to take it
Then I know that it wouldn’t be straight
And I keep telling my reflection
Ambitions are already starting to fade

And I keep telling my reflection
Ambitions are already starting to fade

Cut - Plumb

I'm not a stranger
No, I am yours
With crippled anger
And tears that still drip sore

A fragile frame aged
With misery
And when our eyes meet
I know you'll see

I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I find it when
I am cut

I may seem crazy
Or painfully shy
And these scars wouldn't be so hidden
If you would just look me in the eye
I feel alone here and cold here
Though I don't want to die
But the only anesthetic that makes me feel anything kills inside

I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I find it when
I am cut
Pain
I am not alone
I am not alone

I'm not a stranger
No I am yours
With crippled anger
And tears that still drip sore

But I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I found it when
I was cut

Sunday, 15 January 2012

Why are - Joe Purdy

Late at night, midnight movie
Got no one to talk to, no one to see
And I am counting stars as I lay awake, dear
I know you ain’t far
But I know you ain’t here for me

So why, why do I get so lonely?
When there really ain’t nothing wrong
Cause I can sleep just fine when you hold me
Can't sleep at all when you're gone
Yeah and why, why do I stay out drinking?
When I should just get back home
I got some company with strangers
It’s better than drinking alone

Too tired to sing, walking down the street
And still can’t sleep
Just too many things I got running around my head
Can’t put my thoughts to rest
Think I’ll wait outside
When you wake I will confess

So why, why do I get so lonely?
When there really ain’t nothing wrong
Cause I can sleep just fine when you hold me
Can’t sleep at all when you're gone
Yeah and why, why do I stay out drinking?
When I should just get back home
I got some company with strangers
It’s better than drinking alone

So why do I get so lonely?
When there really ain’t nothing wrong
Cause I can sleep just fine when you hold me
Can’t sleep at all when you're gone
Yeah and why, why do I stay out drinking?
When I should just get back home
I got some company with strangers
It's better than drinking alone

No, why do I get so lonely?
When there really ain’t nothing wrong
Why do I get so lonely?
When there really ain’t nothing wrong
Why do I get so lonely?
Yeah, there really ain’t nothing wrong
Why do I get so lonely?
Yeah, there really ain’t nothing wrong

Monday, 2 January 2012

Sad day - Kyo

Des fleuves tachés s'élèvent au ras du sol
Des peintures sous la peau, des symboles
Se révèlent à la lune sous sa lueur foetale
Et diffusent en silence les rayons qui dévoilent
Les danseuses filiformes qui s'évanouissent au vent
Et se moquent de nous jusqu'à s'en mordre les dents
Jusqu'à s'en mordre les dents

Sad day, sad day
Laissez les civières
Sad day, sad day
Flotter sur nos rivières

Nos visages entiers se tournent vers l'exile
Et nos bras qui s'étirent jusqu'à frôler les cimes
On rêve sans trêve et en laissant couler
Dans nos veines le sang libre de nomades oubliés
Tu la sens la tempête qui dans nos têtes s'achève
Les paupières du cyclone qui lentement se ferment
On se rappelle juste pour oublier
S'aimer un peu en fin d'année

Sad day, sad day
Sortez les civières
Sad day, sad day
Qu'elles prennent la mer
Sad day, sad day
Et puisqu'on est la sève
Sad day, sad day
A nous de tout refaire